lilmissmups moving on and hopefully upwards diary!

Shoe_Gal

Just to agree with others, you are doing really well :A each milestone you pass, 1st weekend in the new house, 1st meeting with him etc brings you a step closer to your happy future

lilmissmup

Spoke to him again last night, probably shouldn't have especially as I am so hormonal right now.

He told me he still loved me and misses me again but won't get back with me.:o

Need to stop putting myself through this. Trying not to talk to him, i do ok, then he texts me and i can't help but reply.

If we got back together things would have to change, i wouldn't let him just move back in straight away.

But hes adament it won't happen so shouldn't worry really.:o

retrocircles

Don't play along with his childish mind games... the more I hear, the more I think pathetic little man!

Go you for getting on with your life. Look what you've achieved in such a small amount of time. Look what he's got... nothing. Leave him there & keep moving forward!!!

Big hugs. xxx

lilmissmup

I have internet and sky :j

Yeah easier said than done though.

I honestly don't believe he is trying to hurt me, its hard as obviously i am the only one who really knows him and he is a nice guy, hes hurt too and confused. He should realise the mistake he has made though and maybe he will one day but probably too late.

Did scratchcards today for first time in over a week and only got 10ps on them...:rolleyes:

yukkibear

Hiya Dawn, hope you're ok.

I don't think he is trying to hurt you but I do think he's messing you up even if it is intentionally. You may hang on for something that wont happen because of what he says. Personally I think the sooner you move on and have some distance the stronger you'll get, but of course you are your own person and make your own decisions. Good luck with it.

yukkibear

PS get back on Dooyoo, that'll be a good distraction and get some cash rolling again. I'll bet there' loads you can write about.

lilmissmup

I am trying to distance myself from him more now, am glad i have entertainment again to distract me on evenings alone.

I really don't think we will get back together, can't deny part of me wants too though but part of me knows its probably for the best unless things changed between us too.

Shoe_Gal

lilmissmup wrote: »

I am trying to distance myself from him more now, am glad i have entertainment again to distract me on evenings alone.

I really don't think we will get back together, can't deny part of me wants too though but part of me knows its probably for the best unless things changed between us too.

You are doing the right thing hon, stay strong

doodledo_2

Evening chick good to see you back

wendz86

I agree you are doing the right thing, it will get easier one day