Feeling so lonely

Ames

Tell me about it, I've been such a pig the last few days - today I bought a slice of cake at the car boot and a cupcake at the farmers market. I've been more active than usual though, and done (for me) a lot of housework. Tomorrow's a new day and all that.

Lucy1982_2

Hmmm I wasn't very good yesterday. But I have hm slimming soup for lunch and will aim to eating good healthy food all day.

I have my evening treat sorted.... curley wurley and a hot choclate. Yummy!!

As I am taking soup with me, I am gonig to aim for a NSD to. which will help.

Hope your all ok x

Tete_en_l'Air

It's a shame but the thought of eating soup even though it's August isn't even a horrifying one

Lucy1982_2

That's because it's so chuffing cold!!! I'd rather have soup than salad at the moment.

I've been very good all day, going to have sausages, mashed potato and beans for dinner... all very SW!

Lucy1982_2

Wooooooo Hoooooooooooo Just won my first thing on ebay!! Something my Mum wanted but first win anyway! Very exciting

vivid_viking

Lucy1982 wrote: »

Evening all.

Sorry if I bring anyone down... But I'm feeling terrible.

I've had a blazing row with my Mother who is being unreasonable in my opinion, I still have loads of debt and still can't really face it, I am so lonely I just to cry and I am about to spend yet another saturday night at home...

When did ti all go so wrong. Does anyone else feel like they spend every day pretending to be someone else, and putting on a smile when all you want to do is cry your heart out???

hello lucy, i'm new to this forum and signed up just now because i feel lost and really depressed and like there has to be more than this, some good, some happiness and some good luck sometimes but there never seems to be and I read these threads and felt better that there were so many others out there dealing with the same i thought it could help me and hopefully i can help others. yes i feel like you do and also spend every night in, i'm lonely and i'm lost. debt is a nightmare but hopefully with everyone on here we will get through it in the end

VVxx

tigzem

Hey Lucy.... ((((HUGS))))

As an avid reader of your diaries, can I just say I think when you keep a diary on here you are more focused and you do really well.

I'm sure I've said before how sorry I am about your Auntie, we lost my dear Auntie to the same thing 3 years ago, make the most of the time whilst you can.

And remember..... baby steps........xxx

Lucy1982_2

Hi Guys

Thanks for your thoughts, I am mainly ok, just have a few really down days. Having a little one today actually, feeling a bit lonely and down at the moment. But that is probably because I am really tired and work has been really stressful.

Off to see my Aunt and collect Mum on Saturday so that'll be nice, and I'm off work for a week in 2 weeks time so hopefully I'll be able to relax and feel better then

Tigz - i have every intention of making the most of it, I just wish she was closer so I could see her more. She is due to have her 3rd lot of chemo in her 1st run so hopefully it has shrank a bit. fingers crossed.

Anyway hope your all ok xx

Keeping_Positive

((((hugs)))) for your low day. Tiredness is a killer on the mood front.

Lucy1982_2

Thanks I know I keep telling myself that. It'll be fine, I'm sure. I might have a relaxing bath soon