Once More With Feeling! - Buffy's debt diary

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou wrote: »

Can you not just work part of the holidays?

Well, the work is for one week, its just we have lots of deliveries and work planned at home. I have put myself down for a reserve place, got to check some dates.

Today was managable. I am tired but csi is on in a bit.

and tomorrow is wednesday and my legs have nearly stopped hurting.

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beanielou

A week is doable though isent it?

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou wrote: »

A week is doable though isent it?

Yeah, I just wanted to be free! but equally need the money, ho hum, I have put my name down.

I should be working now, pants


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Buffythedebtslayer

I ended up getting locked in at work, I completely did not realise the time, it was slightly embrarrassing.

Then when i did come home I started reading the boards and havent done my marking - which is ok, I can do it tomorrow night.

I am just fed up with having to hide my feelings. Its a stupid thing really but when I watch tv I like to get involved in the tv - its like a release an escape, but Mum gets annoyed if you do that and normally it doesn't matter but (and this is going to sound so stupid) Ghost Whisperer was really sad and I looked up what happened next - cos what had happened made me sad and Mum got all uppity about it - she thinks its silly - which I know it is but Jesus Christ I just want to relax without having to check my feelings are acceptable. !!!! knows some days I feel I have been doing that my whole life.

I should go to bed now but I had to get that off my chest. hate feeling all pent up. got a headache now too.

Lula-Hula

Hi Buffy,

just popping in to drop off a ((hug)) I think you're brilliant

lula
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mum2one

Big hug from me as well xx

beanielou

Thirded by me hun

rupe34

Hey buffy - just dropping in to catch up:hello:

Hang in there - nearly the holidays:cool:

urg123

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

I ended up getting locked in at work, I completely did not realise the time, it was slightly embrarrassing.

My friend's a teacher and she has done this on more than one occassion!

Lula-Hula wrote: »

Hi Buffy,

just popping in to drop off a ((hug)) I think you're brilliant

lula
xx

I do too ... but then I've just learned that you are a Gooner. Not sure anymore ...;)

You know I'm a big fan of yours. I'll just have to cope with your poor taste in football teams. (Shall I get my coat as I announce that I am a Spurs girl!)

Hope you have restful/productive weekend.

urg x x

Buffythedebtslayer

SPURS! but I like you so much!

no, just kidding, I doubt I could name the first team at the moment! When I was younger I was a huge fan..........but these days I don't even watch Match of the Day very often.

Thanks for all the hugs the other day. it was wonderful to come on here and find my internet friends being so kind xxxx

Today I must get on. I don't really want to go out but I have to. so sitting here and rambling is not an option.

will update later.
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