Right, Third time lucky, I will do it this time

angie_baby

That may be an idea, :beer:
i will pop into tescos tonight.

angie_baby

Oh oh oh, :j:j:j

forgot to update on Joe today,

excellent all day, three stickers for am / lunch / pm and a head masters sticker :j:j:j

Hopefully its a sign of things to come :rolleyes:



okay okay, he just wants to go to camp!

natsplatnat

May there be many camps ahead to aim for!! lol

All funnies aside, here's hoping this is a sign of things to come!! x

angie_baby

natsplatnat wrote: »

May there be many camps ahead to aim for!! lol

All funnies aside, here's hoping this is a sign of things to come!! x

Yep, heres hoping. Thing is this boy could have (nearly) anything he wanted if he just behaved at school. Lets just hope today is the same!

angie_baby

Morning All,

Not in early today, and had to get a train home, that was late :mad: last night so an extra £2.60 spent and of course the usual for today.

Asked the childminder if she knew anyone who went to beavers but she doesnt really know anyone. I dont mind paying for new, but everything just seems to be adding up :eek:

Hopefuly, Joe will be ok this week and on Thursday we will pop in croydon to get his bits. Ive got an early finish Thursday as childminder is off PM so get to pick Joe up :j If he has been good i may be nice a let him have a happy meal too. All depends on him really.

Hope everyone is good, its gone back to being winter here

angie_baby

hmmmm,

Joe had a crap morning, but a good afternoon. Will know more when i get home and can read his report card. Not impressed though. Joe knows what he is doing and it seems he just choses when to behave. So i suppose we will be having another 'chat' tonight.

I just dont understand why he does this, he knows that tonight he wont be allowed any tv time etc. But yet yesterday was lovely, walked through the park on the way home, had half hour watching the simpsons etc. It seems sometimes he prefers constantly being in trouble Why cant he just understand that it must be easier to behave? Im hoping he can pick his behavour up over the next 3 days.

angie_baby

Morning All,

Well Joe was hard enough on himself last night, i just let him know that i wasnt very pleased with his am behavour. He chose his punishment of no TV for 2 days and no sweets, which i thought was fair enough. He was nearly in tears when i picked him up from the childminders Just hoping today he can used his noodle and just get on with it.

Its manic at work, got a new roof going up so im sat under loads of black plastic Like thats going to stop ssomething falling on me? Its held up with tape Oh well.

Usual train fare today, did buy a coffee though so an extra £1. Smoking is okish. Still smoking to much though.

Also spoke to GG last night, got my point across about not being ready for any sort of relationship and that i just want to 'date'. He seems to understand, well he sounded ok. But it has made me feel better knowing that its all out in the open. I dont want to lead anyone on to think that longterm there may be a relationship. Im still not ready for one, not for a long while yet, but who knows one day i may find my knight. But im not looking. What will be will be.

Hoping everyone is having a happy wednesday!

angie_baby

Afternoon all,

what ever this black plastic stuff is, its hurting my head. It stinks to high heaven and i can only get one window open. Not very pleased.

Didnt bring lunch in today, so i spent £1.10 on a pastie.

Im begining to feel down again and i think its all down to hormones (sp). I feel bluh really. Want to cry / scream / laugh etc.

I have also chased up the CAHMS team for Joe as he was ment to be seen in April, but hasnt. Didnt really get anywhere with them. They said he would be seen by the end of May. Joe is making progress, but i still would like another proffesional to check to see if theres anything in these ADHD / Aspergers etc claims. Even though i dont believe he does, im not a professional, and would feel so guilty if he did.

Anyways im rambling again, which is what most of this diary is about.

Oh forgot, spoke to HSBC they want me to go in for a personal review? So said i would. Debt is really getting me down at the moment.

Still i need my PMA back - Half day tomorrow so that will be nice, but will also cost a small fortune.

angie_baby

Well,

Joe has had a bad day, surprise, surprise.

Am - refused to to english and walked out,

ok at lunch

PM - refused to do spelling test and walked out of class

I cant keep sugar coating it, beavers is off for tonight, which means so is camp on friday. Will tell Joe tonight. Seems he just cant be bothered. I am not going to spend £30 plus on a boy who doesnt give a dam. I even reserved the sleeping bag and holdall at argos for him, phoned hewitts to get an idea of prices for tomorrow. I know he is only 7, but why cant he just realise that if he got his act together at school he could have near enough what he wanted.

To be honest, this has made me cry. I really dont know what im doing wrong. Ive always believed that when the kid is bad / naughty / makes the wrong choices, however you want to word it, it is down to the parents.

And to be honest, i still do.

angie_baby

And if anyone thinks im being to strict or not strict enough please tell me.