The Compers Inn - Part 8

gerturdeanna

Its my sisters b'day today too!!

easter65

Happy Birthday Gerts sister....:bdaycake:

toomanykids

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to your sis gert!! Is she the one in the photos with you? Have you sent the email yet?

chris08

I have ttried again tmk, sppoooooky:eek: yvette fielding strikes again, ssssshhhh did you hear that!!!!!1:rotfl:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL !!!!!!!!

gerturdeanna

Nope thats my other sis in most of my pics. Elly - whos b'day it is , lives other side of town so don't see her very much!!
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Yep sent the email before, you not got it??
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Just realised that you've already replied!! Sorry I'm sooo tired I can't even read!!

stressedofdevon

I didn't want to come on and be a misery this morning, but I am struggling badly with depression today. LO has limited time with us, her family, and with it being a special occasion and the arrival of a solicitors bill for £30,000 yesterday I feel totally crushed.

I am going to church on Sunday and they have been so supportive, and have booked to see GP as soon as kids back at school next week, but to be honest if it wasn't for having DD13 here who needs her mum, I would be hitting the off switch today. I feel life is over for me and I will never recover. I am so scared.

chris08

stressed, i know its probably easy to say but life is not over for you, there are people who are reading your words, and do care. there is help for us all , sometimes we dont know or arent told where to look, I would suggest Cab, as for the solicitors, bill, I would say I cant pay, it, what are you going to do to help me maybe if you get that one out of the way, it would be a start, at the end of the day, what can they do, maybe thats not the right thing, to do , but its what I would do, I,m sure other people have better wordss, and advise. Can you not see your gp today, say its an emergency

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stressedofdevon

I can't go with DD13 here. She's devastated at the loss of her baby sister too, and is seeing her mummy crumble. I have to pretend I am coping for her, she has big halloween plans and deserves a break and some happiness. I am just so very low, I wish any abuse on myself, but wonder why this has happened to my babies. Am so scared for LO now alone with that man and no-one to help her.

chris08

stressed, dont take offense but you need help and quickly whatever help you getwill benefit your DD as well so please get someone to loook after her for couple hours and get yourself down surgery your babies are still their and love you, look ahead a few years, it may seem hard, but my way is one day at a time, we here for you, not just words its the truth, now get down gps

chris08

I gotta go out now back later safternoon, warmth to all