We are being evicted, some advice please...... the date has arrived......

Thanks everyone, yes, something to focus on really more than anything else. At least we know the end is in sight and it'll be over one way or the other by Mid May. Not long really.

I am just getting sick of not being told anything to be honest as I feel that I have no control over the kids futures. I forgot to say earlier that when i questioned the lady about what would happen she told me that They 'there was nothing suitable for us at the moment' - so maybe this mean that they are looking out for us if something comes in? It was the way she said it so you never know I suppose but am not holding my breath anymore.

I wanted to explain about the school I send my son to, so you can understand why I want to keep him there. Today he met one of his friends on the way to school and had an absolute mare as he could not go into class with him. I dragged him into school (as he was refusing to go in) and he laid on the floor, I managed to get his coat off and carried him and his shoes to the classroom while he was crying (he has this fake moaning noise he makes) and refused to get his shoes on.

I put him on the floor and the nursery assistant came over and said 'come on Ryan, the milk is here for you, I need you to get it ready' and she said 'come on get your shoes on' and he had his shoes on in an instant and everything was forgotten as he had this little job to focus on now. If he did not have this job he would have had a tantrum with me leaving and he would have hidden under the table, cried and refused to speak to anyone and this is when he lashes out at the other kids and hurts them.

And it is just little things like this really, the school are so accomodating towards his condition and they are so nice to him, I feel sad to think that he might not get this elsewhere and I have to take this away from him. What if no other school will have him, or will not be patient enough to want him or accept his condition?

I know it is stupid but this is the only thing worrying me about the whole thing if I am really honest with myself. Do they expect me to change schools when we go to the hostel and then we will have to change again when we get somewhere to live? what if the schools are full and there is nowhere for them to go? Am I stupid for worrying about these things?

Anyway, have a cracking headache I think the lack of sleep since November is finally getting on top of me as I feel exhausted all the time but when I was not sleeping I was OK I guess. I shall leave you all in peace. Thanks for listening.