Buffy Keeps on the Straight and Narrow

I have a crush on a bloke at work.

I just had to share.

It is ridiculous. He complimented me in an e mail the other day. You would think the Pope had sainted me.

It is lovely to look at him. Like seriously lovely. Like a little holiday from reality. And he is so kind.



Anyhow loads to do so now I have shared entirely non money related news I shall go off and do something really boring (and free) like sort out my documents............................

Hello folks

I just worked out how much I get paid. Can't believe I am in so much debt.

Simply cannot believe it.

Any how. I am 5100 in debt

however the rabbits are outside (and of course the temps dropped dramatically!)

So things can move on.

Had migraine for the last 3 days tho. Suspect it is rabbit stress! so off to bed soon

beanielou wrote: »

Well on the bright side Buffy the debt is not a high percentage of your income so that is not as bad as it could be.
Keep plodding my friend xxx

Yeah.


This is true and if I can get my !!!! together it won't take long to pay it off.


It is funny isn't it, it comes to the end of the year and you review what you have done and ok, 2017 got somewhat destroyed through no one's fault. 2018 has been a struggle. A period of adjustment. Work is generally better. Family is hard.

The garden is nearly done. The rabbits are secure. I can pick up house wise where I left it about 18 months.

Oh yeah, I am buying a new to me car as mine is on the verge of some thing catastrophic. I have the savings. After that I have 0.

I was talking to the cleaner today (at work) and she is buying a car. She is doing a monthly deal for a 2 year old car. Mine is going to be 20 years old. £1250 VW.

I am not sure how I feel about that. I suppose at some point I should do that. I just never wanted to get into debt over a car.

xxxx

It only have 65000 miles on the clock and has 4 new tyres, some thing like a cam belt and something else. I know what you mean tho.

It does feel amazing. Lovely in fact. Warm room. Door open.

Crush went on a date last night. This information has devastated me. Like really really broke me. I managed to keep it together when he told me. Left work and drove around for ages trying to work out what to do. Oh God will I be 86 and doing this? Fixating on a boy and AGAIN having nothing happen. I am already too !!!!ing old for this crap, to live like this with these highs and crashing lows.

I went shopping bought new perfume and other "beauty type" stuff. Oh and shampoo. I decided last week that I would decluttter this weekend and now this has happened it is urgent that there is a significant change in my life. I need space to work and exercise and be. Can't do that surrounded by CRAP physical mental or emotional. Need to get clear. Make room for better things.

XXXXX

Sun_Addict wrote: »

If said crush is available, would you have the courage to invite him for a social beverage then take it from there ...

If you don't try, you don't get, he can only say no.

Big hugs Buffster xx

He asked(a part of group) - twice but both times I have had to rush off for family stuff so think I always look "busy" and off limits.

Honestly SA. I am SO gutted.

Just hope it doesn't work out with the date - but that feels mean!!