Buffy Keeps on the Straight and Narrow

beanielou

Welcome to the poor & in debt club Buffy xxx

in_need_of_direction

I think kon Mari is only truly awesome over time. It does cut down on it'll do spending on things that you subsequently don't wear or use.

Buffythedebtslayer

Ok...............

SO have had 3 sessions at the Chiropractor. Two gave me an awful headache. And at the last one I was tense they couldn't do anything!

So this time I asked for a refund. 429 pounds back on the CC. I can't be doing with things that might give me a headache.

Unfortunately I have to pay for the vets, my boots, some more stuff for the (£$%^&*) rabbits.

But it is a lot better than it was.

I am back having a slight crush on the teacher.

It is nice to have some one to look at. He is sweet and kind. His enthusiasm drives me mad. But still he is sparking some thing in me.
Something I haven't felt in years.

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou wrote: »

Welcome to the poor & in debt club Buffy xxx

So much this. You think you have it licked. But you don't. At least I don't.

Mind you Beanie - you are getting really close

XX

beanielou

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

So much this. You think you have it licked. But you don't. At least I don't.

Mind you Beanie - you are getting really close

XX

I dont think I am:( xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Kind of broken today.

Feeling really down. hurt.

sick of everything I touch going wrong, things not working out.

so over getting my hopes up and having them dashed on the floor.

Tired of all my friends having !!!! lives. and having !!!! things happen.

Yes I am feeling epic-ally sorry for myself, but after today I am having a break from being positive, I have been avoiding the news, cut out some groups from FB, avoided moaning on FB, looked for the good, last have term I made an effort to go out. I am TRYING.

and still the !!!! for everyone I care about keeps coming. And yes I know it doesn't bloody work like that. but nothing good is happening. THere are no positives here and I do not know what the bloody point is of trying so hard.

I need to work something else out. Some other plan. an answer, a system that makes me feel better that forces me to work. I am not even really looking for answers here, am too angry. too lost. Done.

beanielou

So sorry to read that Buffster.
No words of wisdom from me I am afraid xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

I walked.

I checked my bank.

I have answered a million emails.

I am planning lessons. Acting as if.

I am not really sure how.

badmemory

Dump Facebook today, it's all about "look at me, look at me" (quote by Julia Styles from film 10 Things I hate about you) said with attitude. It is not the place to talk about your actual life. No-one & I do mean no-one's life is actually like they post on there. You are comparing a romance novel with reality. Please don't!

in_need_of_direction

It's known as Fakebook for a reason. It is the work of the devil and even more evil than sugar or plastic. Stop it