Depression Support Thread

Sazbo

queensway_boy wrote: »

Your a star, you know that

aww... that's so cute... but don't let our tiffy hear me say that about a w-a-g-g-l-y thing:D

sx

Tulip

slowlyfading wrote: »

Katie, its nice to see you posting again how are you feeling today? Take care of yourself sweetie, take things slow xx

thanks SF I will take things slow I am feeling much better today thanks ,Happy Birthday Depression thread eats a slice of cake that has smarties in thanks to all of you for being my true friends and supporting me when I have needed you and when I have wanted advice,I will always be there for you all in return and I will always have a basket of hugs to share around to make you all feel better I was so scared to post orginally but I did read the thread and then took the plunge and posted my first post here and I havent stopped since and I will always be your ray of sunshine


*hugs* to those that need one


love and light,

Katie xxx

queensway_boy

Sazbo wrote: »

aww... that's so cute... but don't let our tiffy hear me say that about a w-a-g-g-l-y thing

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Sazbo

Tulip wrote: »

I havent been well so had 2 days at parents feeling better now,No Casualty on tonight hope you are having a good weekend

love and light,

Katie xxx

Glad you're feeling better Katie hun xx Hope there's something else decent for you to watch on tv:)

EDIT: and yes, you will always be our ray of sunshine:)

Sazx

Tulip

welcome back QWB,I have missed you

Happy Birthday Miro Hope you have enjoyed the day


love and light,

Katie xxx

LadyMorticia

I want to, no wait....I NEED to scream.
I'm going to tell you all what happened this weekend so you understand why I might not be around or why I might be quiet.
I'm going to copy and paste it from the MSN convo I was having with the lovely QB.

What happened was my "friend" Jonny suddenly out of the blue started talking to me and asked if he could crash at mine as he had a party on Friday night and me being me and idiot self said yes without thinking. I asked my friend Karl if he wanted to stay over too and he said sure. Then Karl tells me on Friday morning that he can't make it. Then Jonny tells me he's going to be in town between 3 and 6pm so I was hoping it would be nearer 3pm he would be coming but nooooooo 5pm he comes so I was in town for ages. Then earlier that afternoon at about 2:30pm Karl tells me he can make it after all. I told him that he had to meet me in town because there was no way I was walking to the train station. So I met up with him in town and then we met Jonny, then we got the bus back to mine and Jonny stayed for 5 minutes and then went to the party. I waited up for him to come back only to receive a text at 12:05am to be told that he has found another bloody place to !!!!ing stay.

And then Karl started poking and bloody prodding me and touching me in places I didn't want to be touched so I told him to quit it and he wouldn't so I told him firmly to stop and then he did for like 5 minutes and then bloody started again so I tried to make it so that he couldn't. Never ever EVER am I letting anyone stay around mine again.

I told Janette that Jonny asked if he could crash at mine and she said that I have mug written on my forehead and I think she is right to be honest and I hate being like that but I would help anyone and everyone if I could. I tried to get everything ready all nice and everything and now I just feel used and like Jonny got a better offer so took that up instead, and then the Karl thing made it worse.

Now, my feelings for Karl have completely changed because now I just see him as some other guy who thinks I'm easy. I didn't ever want to think that about him but I asked him to stop and he wouldn't. And I had to share a bed with him and I hate sharing a bed with anyone. This weekend I realized how independent I am and how "needy" he is. Okay, maybe needy isn't the right word. I hate thinking that about anyone. I hate this whole either loving someone or hating them thing. I hate it!

Then Karl tells me that he knows someone who makes jokes about how ugly I am. And that really hurt me because I see how ugly I am everyday. I'm always the butt of people's jokes and I don't want to be anymore. I don't want to. *cries*
Now I feel like such an idiot and such a doormat and a mug.

queensway_boy

Tulip wrote: »

welcome back QWB,I have missed you

Happy Birthday Miro Hope you have enjoyed the day


love and light,

Katie xxx

Thankyou Katie,missed you as well

Tulip

I am off now everyone,

chat tomorrow

Night! Night!


love and light,

Katie xxx

LadyMorticia

Night Katie.

xx

queensway_boy

Tulip wrote: »

I am off now everyone,

chat tomorrow

Night! Night!


love and light,

Katie xxx

Nighty night shining light x