Living My Dreams - My New Happy Diary!!

hypno06

Hi Sea, glad you are "ok" but sorry to hear that things are generally up and down.

From the sounds of things you have a lot going on. All I can do to help is to send virtual hugs, and to remind you that we are all here when you feel the need for support of whatever type xx

Seaxwyn

HI Sea, good to hear from you, and sorry to hear you have reached this point with your OH. Clearly you have 'issues' but they are not just your issues. I hope he sees how many issues he has too.

From things you've posted in the past it seems he's quick to lay problems at your door but don't let him do that. You are a wonderful strong woman, a loving mother, a great friend. I know it sounds cheesy to say that to a stranger but your good qualities shine out from your posts.

In_Search_Of_Me

[EMAIL="!!!!py"]!!!!py[/EMAIL] Cj woman just catching up...hangs head in shame...been abismal but know you will understand that sometimes ife takes over but will do it son I promise!
Good & bad re OH then...good that youre having councelling as I know you would always wonder what if if you didnt do all you felt you can. Hope you bth manage to sort wheat from chaff & either move on stronger togeather or are able to have an amicable split if thats what you decide....Big, big hugs for you..you know where I am if you need a shoulder, moan, whatever...

Sea78

thanks all

Feeling a little more positive at the moment. OH is making a real effort - I think just hearing from someone else that, yes, we do have problems has helped. Also that I have tried to be more open instead of so withdrawn etc. I'm scared, been here before thinking things will improve, but am quietly positive.

Gonna log off comp tonight and we're having a takeaway ( well, £5 indian meal deal from Asda with 2 free beers) so will try to make an effort Things like tidying up etc!!!

Money wise - things are tight, but still ok - OH still has a little money for food this weekend so that's good.

Sea xxxx

Sea78

HI all

Looking forward to a lovely day today - DD's summer fayre - she's soooo excited and OH is coming too which has made her even more excited OH also said he's saved some money for it (probably about £5) which is nice as then Soph can have a go on the games and stuff.
Had a nice night last night - little strange, but all steps in the right direction I hope.

Been clearing the house a little - got bags and bags for the charity shop and also meeting up with chocaholic tomorrow in Blackpool and have sooooo many little boys clothes for her Great to be able to have a clear out and know that the things are going to be useful to someone else - I always wonder if the charity shops are able to sell what i donate!!!

Been restrained with buying - saw some absolute bargains for scrapping, but restrained myself - not bargains if I can't afford them!! Will HAVE to sell on ebay if I want to buy stuff.

Feel so much better now the exam marking has finished - didn't realise to the extent it was hanging over my head! Worth it for the money though - no idea what I'll get paid however, lost the letter months ago and did extras anyway. Hopefully enough to get the carpet, and it'd be lovely to have a little extra for a weekend in a YHA or something similar with the kids this summer. Even just enough to get us out camping would be fabby

Hope everyone has a lovely saturday

Sea xxx

Seaxwyn

Have fun at the fete Sea!

My OH has been marking too - it's taken up the whole month and he's only being paid for ten hours! Really stressing him out too. Hope you are very well paid for yours.

Sea78

thanks

I get paid per item when doing extra marking - but not sure how much!! I got an allocation and got a set amount for that - again not sure how much, but as I'm on the comp so much, it made sense to do it as it was all online. It's going to really help this year as it's one way I can get extra money as we can't do overtime etc.

Sea xx

hypno06

Sea, you sound like you are having a good couple of days. And well done on curbing the spending!

I hope the marking money comes in soon for you and that it is enough to do something useful with.....and maybe even to have a treat too?

Sea78

Lol- what is it about summer fayres??? you just seem to open pockets and all the money jump from them!!

Fortunately OH had some moeny so the children had a lovely time - went on the donkeys, in a police car,several goes on the tombola!

In tonight- might see if I can crack on with some scrapping - need to get some done

Sea xxx

Sea78

Morning all
Feeling a little brighter today after good nights sleep!

Off to the tower today - excited about meeting choaholic and her family, and of course the gorgeous Tom

Hope everyone has a lovely day.

Need to update sig - debts gone down again.

Sea xxxx