Depression Support Thread

meyore

Ah ha, caught you! How've you been, its been ages since I last saw you

Sazbo

meyore wrote: »

Ah ha, caught you! How've you been, its been ages since I last saw you

Aww hiya hun :wave: I'm hanging in here xx Work's been p-ing me off, y'know how it is:rolleyes: Life's feeling a bit same-old, same-old - wanna be doing something else. Just feeling tired and bit worn out tbh, looking forward to hols xx

How's you hun? I see you picked your wedding venue:) How's OH?

Sxx

meyore

Its nice to see you here, I do notice your absence Are you going away?(you can tell I haven't got round to reading back )

I'm ok, he's ok although we spent the whole weekend falling out, which makes us both sad. We went to see the hotel and it was amazing, fell in love with it there and then

I'm looking for a new job because I've realised that doing what I do is destroying me and going against things I believe in. Now I just have to work out what else to do! :rolleyes: My mum is in a bad way at the moment, so I'm trying to work out how I can help. It scares me... The boilers gone and she can't afford to fix it, shes too poorly to work, but won't get help etc... She won't take the money from me either, so I'm showering at the gym. That sounds bad eh?

But, after all that, today I'm feeling alright in myself, I'm a bit loopy like that

Xx

gillette147

I was in the gym earlier repeately going "URGH!" because I ballsed up my practical exam today. Maybe juno heard me.

Long story. Too depressing to go into details.
Mis advised. Confused by tutors. Given less time than before. Had 2 day headache and hardly any sleep before exam.
Panic set in...............and I have done badly.

Since I scaped a pass by only 5% in mock. What I have done today is worse by more than 5%. So I would say I have failed.

PLEASE DON'T POST STUFF LIKE "IT'LL ALL BE OK" - I am not a pessimist, I am a realist. My assessment that I have failed is based on facts. Nothing upsets me more than being patronised with "You always say that" or "Don't worry, you'll be fine". When I have done well I say so. I knew I'd done well in mock exam - I sed so - I got 88%. This time I have done bad enough to fail.
Honest.

The only chance is that they fudge the marks (I know some of this happens) and that the envigilators don't pick my paper for remarking.

Sorry to moan but the pain of people knowing I am doing exams is the chance that I have to come on here and tell you all I have mucked it up.

Take Care and let's not mention this.
xxx

Sazbo

meyore wrote: »

Its nice to see you here, I do notice your absence Are you going away?(you can tell I haven't got round to reading back )

I'm ok, he's ok although we spent the whole weekend falling out, which makes us both sad. We went to see the hotel and it was amazing, fell in love with it there and then

I'm looking for a new job because I've realised that doing what I do is destroying me and going against things I believe in. Now I just have to work out what else to do! :rolleyes: My mum is in a bad way at the moment, so I'm trying to work out how I can help. It scares me... The boilers gone and she can't afford to fix it, shes too poorly to work, but won't get help etc... She won't take the money from me either, so I'm showering at the gym. That sounds bad eh?

But, after all that, today I'm feeling alright in myself, I'm a bit loopy like that

Xx

You are so sweet xx I'm going to mallorca for a couple of weeks. But tbh, anywhere wld be good! Just glad to be away from the 'orifice'/office for a while.

Gosh you've got so much on your plate hun. I hope the falling out with OH was resolved? Maybe your mum just needs some time to come round to getting boiler fixed? I know that doesn't help you having to shower at gym... Could you maybe have someone come round just to have a look at it? Would she be ok with that perhaps? And good luck with job search - I'm coming round to feeling that i just want out of the rat race forever.... umm.... as if I could afford to do that lol!:o:D

Sazzy xxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hello all :wave:

meyore Sorry to hear about your Mum. I hope it's nothing serious. How are you hun?

Rose Things seem rather hectic in rosie world. I hope your friend recovers soon. Have you been to visit?

Katie How are you? I missed Holby City yesterday, did you see it?

LM My brothers and I used to go to Butlins when we were little, we used to have a great time

meyore

gillette147 wrote: »

I was in the gym earlier repeately going "URGH!" because I ballsed up my practical exam today. Maybe juno heard me.

Long story. Too depressing to go into details.
Mis advised. Confused by tutors. Given less time than before. Had 2 day headache and hardly any sleep before exam.
Panic set in...............and I have done badly.

Since I scaped a pass by only 5% in mock. What I have done today is worse by more than 5%. So I would say I have failed.

PLEASE DON'T POST STUFF LIKE "IT'LL ALL BE OK" - I am not a pessimist, I am a realist. My assessment that I have failed is based on facts. Nothing upsets me more than being patronised with "You always say that" or "Don't worry, you'll be fine". When I have done well I say so. I knew I'd done well in mock exam - I sed so - I got 88%. This time I have done bad enough to fail.
Honest.

The only chance is that they fudge the marks (I know some of this happens) and that the envigilators don't pick my paper for remarking.

Sorry to moan but the pain of people knowing I am doing exams is the chance that I have to come on here and tell you all I have mucked it up.

Take Care and let's not mention this.
xxx

Aw badgie, I have my fingers crossed for you not really much else I can say. Big hugs XxXxX

meyore

Sazbo wrote: »

You are so sweet xx I'm going to mallorca for a couple of weeks. But tbh, anywhere wld be good! Just glad to be away from the 'orifice'/office for a while.

Gosh you've got so much on your plate hun. I hope the falling out with OH was resolved? Maybe your mum just needs some time to come round to getting boiler fixed? I know that doesn't help you having to shower at gym... Could you maybe have someone come round just to have a look at it? Would she be ok with that perhaps? And good luck with job search - I'm coming round to feeling that i just want out of the rat race forever.... umm.... as if I could afford to do that lol!:o:D

Sazzy xxxx

We're ok today, yesterday wasn't so good. We argue a lot, but its how we are. I'm going to try harder, because I really push him too far sometimes. We're both trying to make more of an effort
Lottery-its the answer to my prayers... :rotfl:

meyore

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Hello all :wave:

meyore Sorry to hear about your Mum. I hope it's nothing serious. How are you hun?

Shes just depressed and in a bad way, but too stubborn to see a doctor. Shes acting very strangely tonight and I'm feeling really uncomfortable with being here. Anyway, I'm ok, how about you?
Xx

LadyMorticia

I'm okay thanks, Meyore.

xx