Depression Support Thread

Diamond78

Hey Everyone,
Sorry to hear a few of you are having a sad day.Hopefully it will pass quickly.I hope your ok shaz and tulip. Pm me if you need a chat.

I still feel rubbish. Havent heard back from my cousin, maybe they dont want any contact with us as they havent seen us in years and years. I cant even send floers or a sympathy card.

Told doc today, same one that told me off.he was nicer to me. He said I cant have repeat prescriptions yet as Im on 2 antidepressants which is not good so have to go in everytime im due my meds. I am not happy with that.I dont like going there as it is.I dont understand why they are making things hard for me.

I got off my backside today and got some nets for the windows.So now all my windows have nets, I have hanged them up.Now need to get curtains but Im tired of going shops and looking, I dont have patients.
I still havent ordered a wardobe, I have to get ds a bed too.His room is like a box room so I dont know how a bed will fit.Am thinking of getting him a sofa bed.

I really want to sleep but got to go school soon to pick up DS. He wants to go park or thats what i told him but i have no energy.I really feel drained plus its that time of the month with the BLOB:eek: .I have come on early, Im so bored.Have got so much to do. Cant stand my room being a tip.

Iwish I had a car so we could just go off somewhere nice and different.I really need a break. 2 ppl pm'd me with brit trip codes from walkers crisps, I nearly have enough points for haven.My son would love it but it would mean taking him out of school and I dont want to coz they will get funny with me.Im so hungry to but have put weight on and i cant fit in to my clothes.Only other time I was this heavy was when I was pregnant,I know Im not pregnant but my IBS makes me look pregnant.

I need energy and motivation.

Hope you all have a good day and weekend.

HUGS xXx

feelinggood_2

I'm annoyed at myself again.

I stayed awake till 5:00am, and was very low. Managed to get to sleep. Had alarm set for 8:30am and I was going to get a doctors appointment. Alarm went off, and I decided that in my half-asleep state that I feel fine and didn't need the docs and it'd wait till monday.

I'm feel low again now, worried about getting through the weekend

shazrobo

sorry your having a sad day too diamond, must be something in the air.
well done on getting your nets and putting them up, you have achieved a great deal. today i have achieved nothing as usual, just seem to be wasting my life, trouble is i',m so lonely and no real friends, so i have nobody to go out and do thinks with.
haven hols are good for kids dimond, can you not get a break during the school hols, maybe a last min deal?
big hugs
shaz xxx

Diamond78

sorry you not feeling low again feelingood.Try and get an emergency app if you can,

Shaz hun, i will be online in a bit, just off to get little man.Hugs to you both xxx

feelinggood_2

Diamond78 wrote: »

sorry you not feeling low again feelingood.Try and get an emergency app if you can,

Shaz hun, i will be online in a bit, just off to get little man.Hugs to you both xxx

I probably should bother. Ideally, I want them to prescribe me something for the anxiety to get me through the weekend, but with my history, they are unlikely too :-(

I don't want the disappointment of going there and being told there is nothing they can do.

shazrobo

feelinggood wrote: »

I probably should bother. Ideally, I want them to prescribe me something for the anxiety to get me through the weekend, but with my history, they are unlikely too :-(

I don't want the disappointment of going there and being told there is nothing they can do.

you wont know til you try hun, are you already on some meds, maybe they will offer something different that might help
hugs
shaz xxx

feelinggood_2

shazrobo wrote: »

you wont know til you try hun, are you already on some meds, maybe they will offer something different that might help
hugs
shaz xxx

I'm on AD's prescribed by the Psych, and all the GPs aren't allowed to prescribe anything more I don't think - they won't increase dosage or add anything else, that has to be done through the Psych

LadyMorticia

Heya Drifter and welcome.

I haven't had a chance to read back through the last couple of pages yet, but just wanted to say hey to everyone. How are you all doing?

I bought a Nintendo DS today, as I have wanted one for ages and I got some money through the post which was nice, which topped up the money which I had already saved. "Cooking Mama" came with it.

It is so warm today. It's given me a headache. =/

I went to the drop in today, and we had a practice fire alarm, which was...unexpected....and the alarm made me jump....a lot.

Apart form that it was an okay day. Just relaxing with a nice cup of tea now.

[[hugs]] to you all.

xx

LadyMorticia

Does anyone here ever feel like they don't belong somewhere?

I have friends at hunts.mind but sometimes it feels like I don't belong there. I'm not sure why I feel like that, and I don't feel like it all the time. Just sometimes I feel like I don't fit in there.
I'm probably just being stupid. I don't feel well at all today. I woke up not wanting to go to the drop in but I went anyway (doctors orders). My day was okay, but I don't feel okay in myself today. I feel stupid and really down, and from reading back over the last couple of pages of this thread, it seems that a lot of us are feeling low at the moment. I can't really do anything from here, and that makes me sad, becuse I want to cheer you all up so much. All I can do is offer an ear, an opened heart and virtual hugs. I just want to let you all know that I consider you all friends and you are all lovely, kind hearted people, and I am so glad to have met you all. [[hugs]]

xx

shazrobo

fg, do u have an emergency number, that u can call like the crisis team?