Depression Support Thread

LadyMorticia

Ooo btw Porcupine Tree rock. My friend introduced them to me a few months ago.

weegie.geek

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Well, they aren't a friend as such. They are my project worker and I need some help dealing with some feelings I have and I have no one else to tell really and if I don't tell anyone then I am going to drive myself even more crazy.

That's what you project worker's there for. I wouldn't worry about them thinking differently of you. Whatever it is, they'll have heard funnier/scarier/stranger/whatever-er before. It's hard to shock a mental health professional.

rose07

gillette147 wrote: »

Yes, I corrupted you too :A
And you can vouch for them changing your life.


I'm stressed at mo. Long work days and then homework coz I'm on a course is getting to me. But I'll survive....me and Gloria Gaynor.
xxx

yes i can lol


aww hun, poor you, just keep going at it, you will get there
yes you and gloria gaynor and all ya mse girlies

right id better get to bed, got a 12 hour journey ahead of me tomorrow, 5am to 5pm :eek:. Should be in croydon by 5pm all being well

much love

sweet dreams everyone
xxx

Sazbo

back2square1 wrote: »

I'm off now, I feel I have made some important steps this evening. I have definitely earned myself a well deserved cuppa and a cigarette. Give me 5mins and I'll be stood outside my back door shivering having a fag. I don't smoke in house because my eldest son got bad asthma.

Thankyou to all of you.

Speak to you soon x

Good night :wave: and nice to meet you.

Sazzy xxxx

gillette147

rose07 wrote: »

yes i can lol


aww hun, poor you, just keep going at it, you will get there
yes you and gloria gaynor and all ya mse girlies

right id better get to bed, got a 12 hour journey ahead of me tomorrow, 5am to 5pm :eek:. Should be in croydon by 5pm all being well

much love

sweet dreams everyone
xxx

Croydon............bl00dy Hell
xxx

LadyMorticia

weegie.geek wrote: »

That's what you project worker's there for. I wouldn't worry about them thinking differently of you. Whatever it is, they'll have heard funnier/scarier/stranger/whatever-er before. It's hard to shock a mental health professional.

I guess you're right. I just get on so well with her and I don't want to ruin the good relationship we have.

I have so many confusing thoughts and feelings going around in my head and I get so frustrated at myself.

My project worker is so nice. I've known her for just over 2 years now and she's never given me any reason to think she would think less of me. It's just an inherent fear of mine.
I've been judged so much in the past based on my clothes, being in care etc and I don't want to be judged any more and I'm always expecting people to do that but I know deep down my project worker never would.

I can talk to her about sex etc but this is hard to talk to anyone about, even her, and she knows more about me than anyone.

xx

Sazbo

gillette147 wrote: »

Croydon............bl00dy Hell
xxx

lol, that's south of the river aint it? _pale_

sx

Sazbo

ok my lovlies... i need to crash soon work and all that...

sweet dreams everyone :wave:

much love,
sazzy xxxxxxxxxx

weegie.geek

LadyMorticia wrote: »

I guess you're right. I just get on so well with her and I don't want to ruin the good relationship we have.

I have so many confusing thoughts and feelings going around in my head and I get so frustrated at myself.

There's your problem. Thinking. No good will come of it.

My project worker is so nice. I've known her for just over 2 years now and she's never given me any reason to think she would think less of me. It's just an inherent fear of mine.
I've been judged so much in the past based on my clothes, being in care etc and I don't want to be judged any more and I'm always expecting people to do that but I know deep down my project worker never would.

I can talk to her about sex etc but this is hard to talk to anyone about, even her, and she knows more about me than anyone.

xx

Yeah, people are dicks but at least some people get into the profession they do because they care. Yours sounds like one of the good ones, so don't worry. You could always engineer a conversation where you say something outrageous as a joke to throw her off balance, then tell her the real thing.

Like:

You: "aren't goats just the sexiest creatures around?"
Her: "... what?"
You: "Just kidding. Aaaaaanyway I've been thinking recently...." and then no matter what you say she can't think less of you, because she's sat there just being relieved you don't want to have sex with goats.

LadyMorticia

Sazbo wrote: »

ok my lovlies... i need to crash soon work and all that...

sweet dreams everyone :wave:

much love,
sazzy xxxxxxxxxx

Night night lovely.
I hope you have a lovely sleep. ****hugs****

xx