My Fresh, Shiney New Diary - I will be positive!

Lucy1982_2

Actually with the money I have left over at the end of the month I could pay either £133 off each debt or £200 off my laptop and £67 off my OD. Hmmm I will have to see. Probably the latter as it has the biggest APR.

doodledo_2

Morning Lucy.

Just catching up with your diary, sorry about you and your OH although it does sound like its the right decision for you. Sending your some (((hugs))).

skint_spice

I think the holiday is a great idea - it'll give you something to focus on.

Hope you are feeling a bit better today.:grouphug:

Lucy1982_2

Hi

Right I thought I would give this a nice big update!

Ok

Work
Second interview went well (ok at least I thought it did!) I should hear if I have the job by Wednesday. So wish me luck. I have had 4 days off and have to go back to work tomorrow which I really can't be bothered with and would rather stay at home in bed! But I have all my work clothes ironed and hanging in the wardrobe (miracles do happen :rolleyes:) And I really need to take 2 pairs of shoes to be reheeled (it's cheaper than replacing them)

Relationship.
Still feeling a little bad. But I think that is because I feel excited about having some me time and enjoying myself. Best mate and I are already planning a girly night out next month, luckily she doesn't have much cash either so isn't going to cost the earth! She also wants to take me to met her OH's American football team :eek: He's come out of retirement to play quarterback again this season. Although she realises that I want some time on my own for now (not that I have any idea when there season starts :rotfl:)

Diet.
Well if I am going to be meeting fit American footballers I need to lose some more weight (one is the regional manager for Pepsi!) I have a food plan for tomorrow which has loads of healthy snacks built in so in theory I wont be hungry!

Money
Things are looking ok, I will need to be careful until pay day, but wheres the difference in that! I have worked out that I should be able to save about £80 a month now I am single (less petrol, spends etc) so I will be able to through a bit more at my debts although next month I will use £40 for my night out (first in a VERY long time) and pay an extra £40 off my laptop.

So all in all I am doing ok, I will try and keep this a bit more updated and will of course keep you posted on the job front!

xx

Sea78

NIce to read the update

I'm sorry you are feeling guilty honey - I would say to try not to but I don't think you'll take any notice!!

Fingers crossed for the job and the night out too

Lucy1982_2

I am trying to not feel guilty and it is getting better, I just don't like upsetting people!

But I am back to work today so hopefully no time to think about it. I am ok though and looking forward to things which I haven't been doing and can only be a good think. It's amazing what one change can do. I feel so much calmer, well calmer than I have done in months anyway!

DisillusionedAnna

Morning Lucy:j :j

Glad your more positive have followed your posts with interest have a real nice day

Anna

Lucy1982_2

Not a good day today was all happy and positive and then my boss told me they had been looking at me internet use at work and it was high and i now have to have a disaplinary with HR. I am terrified and want to cry. I know it's my own fault for using the net at work, but I don't know what I am going to to.

I can't afford to be out of work and this is stressing me out so much!! I hoping that I will be offered the other job tomorrow. But what happens if not?

I feel like I am taking 2 steps forward and 4 back!!!

Shineyhappy

Oh honey I am so sorry! I sent you hotmails with everything I could think of that might help so check there before you go to work.

Big hugs:grouphug:

Lucy1982_2

Hi you.

Checked emails and replied. I'll speak to you later, fingers crossed for me. I'll let you know if I hear from them.

x