This time I really don't think I can go on ...........

rayday2

You know in some ways they are right no one did die. I think the issue here is you are not happy with your life currently and you need to tackle that and your feelings.

You are seeing your past life with rose tinted glasses because you are struggling now, and I think the abuse you posted is bang out of order and hope you see that tomorrow too!

Your son is a two year old, gowd they can be hard and if you are down its even harder to cope with. But he is precious he is life and that is so more important than a holiday camp. Next year you could be visiting one with him and enjoying your current life and thats what life is all about.

I think you need help either with your feelings about life in general or coping I know it sounds daft but you could be even suffering some post natal depression that is possible up to your child being 5 years old.

Get some professional help and please don't take it out on other people who are only trying to put things into prospective!

Take care
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rayday2

Life can be the pants Mozette this year we have had some terrible soap opera standard disasters, motor bike crashes, fiend losing their sight in a work accident, MIL ending up in IT after a routine operation, in fact this year I will be glad when its over.

Basically trying to say life can be cruel and harsh but I doubt you were to blame very few people in life are responsible for a loss of life but grief does some strange things to us all.

Take care and I hope you come to term with things and get some peace.

xx

tigtag02

DB

You really really need to calm down.

Regardless of what Mozette may have posted on other threads he kinda has a point.

Whilst I understand that it is deveastating that the place you love so much has been torn down I promise you it HASNT taken away your memories. No-one be barstwerard devoloper or otherwise can do that

I know you have had it tough lately so I am sending you HUGE hugs and lots of love.

From the mum of another monster
xxx

southernscouser

C'mon, I know you want my body.



DB, no-one can take away your memories. They are something no-one can touch or ruin. They are yours and yours only.

Mozette

rayday2 wrote: »

Life can be the pants Mozette this year we have had some terrible soap opera standard disasters, motor bike crashes, fiend losing their sight in a work accident, MIL ending up in IT after a routine operation, in fact this year I will be glad when its over.

Basically trying to say life can be cruel and harsh but I doubt you were to blame very few people in life are responsible for a loss of life but grief does some strange things to us all.

Take care and I hope you come to term with things and get some peace.

xx

Thanks Rayday, but I am one of the few. I am responsible for someone's death. Life is indeed pants, but I didn't mean to be cruel to the OP. I am a bad crap person, but I didn't mean to be cruel. Ever.

isthatreduced

Mozette wrote: »

Thanks Rayday, but I am one of the few. I am responsible for someone's death. Life is indeed pants, but I didn't mean to be cruel to the OP. I am a bad crap person, but I didn't mean to be cruel. Ever.

I am sure you are not a bad person ,how could you possibly be responsible for your partners death.

I really think you need to talk to someone maybe a grief councillor,you sound really on the edge.

Please go and get some help,I am worried for you.

Mozette

I see my posts have been removed, so I guess I've been out of order. I didn't mean to be and I sincerely apologise for any upset I caused by any of my posts. I'll just lurk in future, as I do find this site helpful.
Thank you to the kind people, who know who they are.

rayday2

Equally the other posters were removed to so that makes you all square to be honest I think you need support and help when you feel ready and I sincerely feel for you.

Take care and keep in touch!

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Toto

Hey Moz, I don't know what went on here but I just want to say I think you're one of the people here who have the ability to make me smile. Seeing you at the party threads is like a little ray of sunshine.

I really do honestly doubt you are in any way responsible for your partner's death. It's so easy to blame ourselves sweetie, but the fact is these things are out of our control. I blamed myself for years for my mum's death, if only I'd made her come back to the UK to have her mamogram, if only I'd paid for her to have these things done in the US when she couldn't afford it. If I'd have been there with her the morning she died she's never have just gone like that, she'd never have just left. But, the fact is, lots of circumstances and decisions led to the day she died, none of them were really things I could control. You need to see that however your wonderful partner passed, there would have been many factors that you couldn't control. It's ok to be sad and angry, but guilt is such a waste of emotion, it does nothing other than eat you alive and ruins any hope you have of getting through your pain.

I'm always here if you need a chat or some help with moving through this. Please don't stop posting.

x