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pania

OK, so i still have a job.......

But i feel so so F*cking guilty.....

I walked in to find a whole department has just been made redundant and sent home, 10 people, gone just like that... some of which were telephone buddies and i would never ever wish it on them for the life of me.

There have been comments already of "well someone dodged the bullet" and "it's alright for some!" when people have learnt that i am staying. I wish that i could step into their shoes and for them to do my job and me to take the bullet for them, if they were qualified enough i would do so.

but i guess you can only concentrate on yourself and adopt an "well i'm alright jack" mentality which i shall try to adopt.

Now all i have to do is take full advantage of the company and laugh at them evilly while earning their money! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

redsquirrel80

Hi P, it must feel good to have made a decision. Can totally understand why you wouldn't want to risk being self-employed. Company sounds thoroughly !!!!!! though, I just hope they don't mess you about any more and you can get through these few months without any hassle and with lots of earnings!

pania

yes they are grrrrrrr. ce la vie... i have a job still woooooooooooo!!!!!!

How are you doing hon? long time no chat

redsquirrel80

pania wrote: »

yes they are grrrrrrr. ce la vie... i have a job still woooooooooooo!!!!!!

How are you doing hon? long time no chat

Am OK, just trundling along really - work is still cr*ppy so still looking around. Booked flights etc for my summer holiday this week so kinda excited about that, slightly scared by how much it's all going to cost though

Struggling to stay awake here this afternoon but meant to be going out later - give me a virtual slap will ya? :rotfl:

Jelly_Babies

Hello :hello:

Got your text, not been around much as half term, OH away and stress city :eek:. Quite who invented half term!!!

Glad you have made a decision re the job, understand the reasons you have made it as well, as long as you keep in mind it is short term then it is certainly doable.

Your diary puts me to shame, I will root mine out and make some updates on it. Have deleted my sig as to be honested it blummin depresses me :rolleyes: Still on board with it all though, packed lunches every day, menu planner. Slight shocker when I forked out £500 on MOT, service and car tax yesterday but fortunately I had put it away so it wasn't toooooooo painful. This time last year it would have been withdrawn from the credit card instead so all's good. Also had to clothe little one who has decided to grow but nothing planned this month so being good

Off to do more work but I WILL BE BACK

hypno06

Jelly babies - nice to hear from you!! Stop disappearing!!!

P, don't feel guilty at all........11 staff, one vacancy? Well of course there are going to be 10 disappointed/angry/peed off people.

But, you can bet your bottom dollar that if it was one of them who was "saved" they would be breathing a sigh of relief and not worrying too much about the other 10.

Life is indeed a b!tch sometimes but we can only deal with what is dealt us!!

The_Dragon

I'm glad you gave yourself a time sale Pania (if not being nosy how much do you owe your parents? ie how soon before they no longer have that hold over you!)

10 redundancies OUCH!! Here's hoping for a better day all round!

redsquirrel80

Ello JB, nice to see you :hello:

Jelly_Babies

"Jelly babies - nice to hear from you!! Stop disappearing!!! "
Ok Mum

taxi73

Hi Pania..great to see that you have made your mind up to stay and that you will get where you want to be in a few months.After all what's a few months in the grand scheme of things.10 redundancies that's bad!!!
Your overall plan sounds great and I wish you all the best with it.