never ending debt free diary

Huskyrunner

A very quiey day for me i met my oh for breakfast at the local toby carvery she had being on nights (she even paid :-) )
The food was nice but the two local chavs who sat behind us did my head in.

The rest of the day has being spent working through online surveys.

Me and my partner have struggled a lot as a couple the past 3-6 months my illness has probably being at its lowest ebb, i have had suicidal thoughts i have had various medication dose changes which have took me from sleeping not at all too 14-16 hours a night. I am currently going through counselling but i dont feel its helping my counsellor is like talking too howards girl friend from the big bang theory lol.

I havent spent anything today i walked too the toby carvery 2 miles, my oh is complaining i look like a hillbilly i am pulling off the sean conway look quite well. I havent shaved in 4-5 weeks, and my hair is a frecking mess. Going out has being hard the last few weeks, i have quite bad agrophobia as well as bipolar. My dogs have being getting walked at 6am but other than that i have struggled going out.

Huskyrunner

Another nsd for me havent being anywhere and dont think i will cross the doors today. I am still loaded with flu/chest infection.

Postives a 34 quid cheque came through for me yesterday virgineastcoast delay repay :-)

Its a major positive as me and the oh are stretched with me being on ssp still. I was hoping too get back too work on monday but i am not anywhere near ready.

I have a counselling appointment next week and gp appointment next week i think we will go from there.

Huskyrunner

Well thats step 1 of project declutter done just put together a trade on ziffit.com £8.21

Stuff all packaged up just need the label too arrive.

Bobarella

Get well soon HR.

Huskyrunner

I am feeling better tonight thanks bob

ginger/honey/fresh oj and turmeric mixed together and taken 3-4 times a day works wonders.

Bobarella

Glad to hear that.

Huskyrunner

Devastated my gp won't sign me off the sick for another 3 weeks. Thats another 3 weeks of boredom at home i am not sleeping well enough or getting out enough too warrant returning too work.

!!!!ed off aint the word, i want too be back at work and earning. 2.50 here and there and the odd bits off topcashback and surveys is not enough without my normal income.

Cheque for 34 quid paid in, and i have sent off the ziffit bits and pieces so thats 8 quid heading its way too my account soon. I am trying too stay positive i am on 182000 on uk toluna

Bobarella

Sorry Huskyrunner....

Huskyrunner

Its annoying as hell bobarella i have being off work since june/july i am bored silly. Plus i feel already a total failure my other half is working 6 days week.

Bobarella

It's hard when it feels like your partner is taking the heat. But they might be totally fine with it. I would be if my husband was ill. In sickness and in health right.