Can I Fix This?

ciarasdreams

Thank you. It was a total come down having to go to work again today though and now having to go into the office at night to catch up on some things with my second job when all I really want to do is totally relax and maybe go for a few drinks in a nice location instead.

Ellidee

Hi Ciara how is your 'new' friendship with a certain clever man going ?

ciarasdreams

Ellidee wrote: »

Hi Ciara how is your 'new' friendship with a certain clever man going ?

It is all going really well thank you even although I fell asleep on him when he was talking to me on Sunday evening. He seems to have more or less made this his second home at the moment which is making me wonder a bit whether it is really me or in fact the house that he is attracted to.:rolleyes: Everything seems to be moving along really quickly which would or should normally scare me but it does not this time and I actually feel really comfortable with it if that makes sense? He is a few years older than me and seems so secure in himself and sorted in his head unlike me in so many ways which is wonderful though I am beginning to think that my sisters attitude to money and life must actually be an age group thing because his is absolutely identical which is really good because I can find myself getting a little bit obsessive and panicky about it at times.:o Oh and he introduced me to his brother as his girlfriend last night.

Ellidee

Aww that's lovely hun and whoo hoo he is referring to you as his girlfriend !Great stuff. Does he know about your blog on here ?

boredofbeingathome

It does sound like you have a good one there? How's your sister feeling by the way? Is she starting to get a little bump yet? It's lovely that you feel so comfortable with him and you are now officially his girlfriend.

boredofbeingathome

Oh just a quick hi jack, as by way of thanks to Ellidee, i have been having a great time reading the other thread and its helping me a lot at the moment as i have a need to take me out of myself if that makes sense? thanks again x

ciarasdreams

Ellidee wrote: »

Aww that's lovely hun and whoo hoo he is referring to you as his girlfriend !Great stuff. Does he know about your blog on here ?

He does not know yet but I hasten to add that this is only because we have never had a moment where it was right to tell him yet and not because I am keeping it a secret if you understand what I am meaning at all? He does know that I have had a lot of financial problems and debts that I am trying to deal with but we have never actually sat down and had a specific conversation about it but when we do I will probably show him my diary and then sit in the corner cringeing about how embarassingly childish and pathetic that I come across as in it at times and I will probably find myself single again when he gets to really see the real me.

ciarasdreams

boredofbeingathome wrote: »

It does sound like you have a good one there? How's your sister feeling by the way? Is she starting to get a little bump yet? It's lovely that you feel so comfortable with him and you are now officially his girlfriend.

My sister is her usual cheery and positive self and is still living in her own world where the sun is always shining and everybody is nice despite still having really bad morning sickness which seems to last for 24 hours of the day and almost permanent insomnia. She thinks that she is starting to get bigger but to the rest of us she still has the kind of perfect figure that most of us would kill for. :rolleyes: I am so happy just now and I never ever thought that I would find anybody that I am so happy to be with although I am still finding it hard to get my head round the concept of being a girlfriend again because I was sure that I was destined to be single forever and grow old and bitter with my cats while telling them how evil all men are so moving up here was definitely the best thing ever and I am so glad that I did it.

southernscouser

Glad to hear it's all going well hun!

You forgot me quick enough though didn't ya? :rolleyes:

ciarasdreams

southernscouser wrote: »

Glad to hear it's all going well hun!

You forgot me quick enough though didn't ya? :rolleyes:

I would never ever forget you that would be impossible!