Everyone lost in the Ether II

altojack

I can understand that, you are a determined woman who knows her own mind. You know what you want and you will go all out to make sure you reach that goal.

I had no idea that there were so many different blood dancers. I am shocked at that. No it's not your fault but it has happened and now you are making plans to do what you can to help find a cure. Not for you but maybe someone you know. Or even several people that you don't know but they will know of you

vanilla_twist

fairclaire wrote: »

I've had a fractious night.

I've expressed my wishes to leave my cancer ridden body to research when I depart. it's what I want but it's caused ALOT of tears it's Important to me and I feel strongly about it but I've ended up in an argument that I didn't want to be in

I understand the upset but I want to be of use. there won't be a cure in my lifetime for the disease I have but it's so close. I can't get the cure but I can be part of finding it. yes?

I've had a very tearful screaming match about it tonight

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7duPNQCp-w4

just listen

A lovely song that I had never really carefully listened to the words before.
Took a little trip round few songs and listened He ain't heavy, he's my brother.
needed a good cry as Dec 1st would have been dad's 84th birthday the first time that date has passed by without him here.

I think one of the reasons your family got so upset is they are just not ready to talk about a time you will no longer be around. I don't think leaving your body to medical science is the major issue. You have made your intentions known and if that is what you want then a quiet word with your specialist will suffice. I bet probably ds
2 and house guest were a bit immune to the conversation as I think their reasoning would be if you are dead it doesn't matter.
You have had a truly awful week for someone who was feeling reasonably well but the after effects of the chemo can be controlled better and might not be the same with the next dose but it must have scared the hell out of you.
I suggest you just get your wishes noted with your specialist and in your will and leave the discussions with family. They know dam well you will not be changing your mind but at the moment to them it is not going to happen.

A song dad loved sung in a more unconventional manner.
Happy Birthday Dad.

https://youtu.be/vU7Va2wc3fE

https://youtu.be/gXq-14lV79s

Sums up my dad , there for a lifetime to look after his 2 little girls who were his world.
Feeling it more tonight as on my own but a some that makes you cry helps you heal.

V x

bubbs

Morning all
Northern geezer , fc and di hope you all feel more settled soon x

bubbs

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hornetgirl

(((X))) fairclaire

Morning all

josie_ann57

Morning, I've just looked back at a receipt from Mr t's from Sunday and I had bought 3 whoopsied party snacks and the 3 for 2 discount came off. I was stressed and hadn't noticed at the time.

Nannylala

Good morning :xmassmile. ....Lady C has left the jungle..:T

ilovetoshop

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tweets

bubbs wrote: »

Where is snap? hope she is ok

rhosynbach wrote: »

Hope she and fourp are OK as your right have not seen her for ages xx

Snap is ok she will be back don't worry