Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 2

Izadora

Pringles, movies and duvet on the couch sounds like a pretty much perfect way to spend the day. Bless Mr CP and I'm sure he'll make it up to you when he's better.

I also had to google Paul Dano - he's definitely not one for me but each to their own and all that

Georgiegirl256

We've never been ones for actually going out for a meal or whatever to celebrate birthdays etc, so a duvet day with cake, maltesers etc sounds fab to me!

Waves_and_Smiles

That sounds like a perfect day to me, code! Enjoy it!

Ugh the waiting is awful, Melly! Crossing everything that you hear soon!

I am glad Police Baby is being so understanding, tea. He sounds like he knows what he is doing.

How are you today, Whitewing? Is the bleeding any better?

Todays task- scan the extra 5 pages I added to the ESA form onto my laptop so that I have copies. Then I just need to post it and I am free! I also need to stop reading it because you can really see where I lost the plot in the middle of it and started whining about people looking at me and knowing what I was thinking whilst judging me. My paranoid thinking has little to do with the form so hopefully they will just skip over that bit! How embarrassing...

tea_lover

Waves_and_Smiles wrote: »

I am glad Police Baby is being so understanding, tea. He sounds like he knows what he is doing.

I feel very sorry for him - he seems to have gone from police officer to stuck-in-the-middle relationship counsellor :rotfl:.

Waves_and_Smiles

Hahahaha! I bet it happens to him a lot, tea!

Ok having a wobble. I just read back over the form and not sure if I should ask for another and start again? The parts of it I filled in leading up to my little A&E trip are seriously embarrassing, I keep apologising for being useless and telling them I hate myself and that I know I'm worthless, it's like one long apology. Can I send this? I suppose I will never meet the person who reads it, I can't be the only one who comes across as mad as a box of frogs on the forms? I didn't realise quite how ill I was before I couldn't cope anymore. This looks terrible!

So sorry for going on everyone. You must all be sick of hearing about this form now.

pollyanna_26

Was Please just ask Wasp to get the form posted off now .As a former civil servant I can assure you will not be the only one to send such a form . In fact the facts are relevent to your difficulties .
Release it to the universe and stop tormenting yourself . It will be ok .
Gentle squish and hug
polly x

tea_lover

Scan it/copy it, put it away in a safe place, post the original.... then reward yourself with a squish from Hamish and a piece of Code's birthday cake xx

Waves_and_Smiles

Thank you both. We are going to scan the added sheets onto my laptop now and WaSp will post it. I keep reading over it, I am going to drive myself (even more) mad. Practically every box I filled in says I'm sorry for being so useless, its like one big pile of self-hatred. It isn't due for another 10 days but I really do need it out of my sight before I make myself ill again.

pollyanna_26

The reason I posted was I feared you would hit another downward spiral .
Well done - it will be ok .
polly x

Pyxis

Waves_and_Smiles wrote: »

Hahahaha! I bet it happens to him a lot, tea!

Ok having a wobble. I just read back over the form and not sure if I should ask for another and start again? The parts of it I filled in leading up to my little A&E trip are seriously embarrassing, I keep apologising for being useless and telling them I hate myself and that I know I'm worthless, it's like one long apology. Can I send this? I suppose I will never meet the person who reads it, I can't be the only one who comes across as mad as a box of frogs on the forms? I didn't realise quite how ill I was before I couldn't cope anymore. This looks terrible!

So sorry for going on everyone. You must all be sick of hearing about this form now.

Yes WaS, leave it as it is and get it sent off.

It's a bit like being an author and never being able to finish a book. You get to the point that any more twiddling with it will spoil it.

Just get shot of it!