Free By Fifty

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Time to start another diary. 
I have been here before - twice - and I don't appear to have learned ANY lessons and am now back.............skulking in, head down, tail between my legs.
I am not going to concentrate on the negative because I could beat myself up forever and I won't tell you I had a LBM because my dimmer switch has been on for the past couple of years, what I will tell you is -
FREEBY IS BACK! :j:j:j
And she ain't going anywhere until this cr***y mess is sorted out.

I have been here before - twice - and I don't appear to have learned ANY lessons and am now back.............skulking in, head down, tail between my legs.
I am not going to concentrate on the negative because I could beat myself up forever and I won't tell you I had a LBM because my dimmer switch has been on for the past couple of years, what I will tell you is -
FREEBY IS BACK! :j:j:j
And she ain't going anywhere until this cr***y mess is sorted out.
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and a spreadsheet.
My debt free spreadsheet is now so complicated only rocket scientists could understand it.
Although it doesn't take a rocket scientist to realise that I need to pull my finger out and get something done about becoming debt free pretty quickly.
I know that I am in for a marathon and not a sprint (groan) but now that I have got started I cant wait until I make the first payment and start to see numbers going down.
Yesterday, I felt awful. Today I feel full of hope and energy.
I still have the same debts and I still have the same amount of cash (none) so the difference must be that I am ready to tackle it.
Facing the monster head on instead of running away and pretending it doesn't exist.
I'm in.
Like you say,concentrate on the positive.
Really really love lists.
I now have a list of everything that's in my freezer
Everything that's in my food cupboard
And everything that's in my spices, herbs, stuff I don't know what to do with cupboard. .
I feel another list brewing. Meal plaaaaaaaaaan.
£70.65.
That's a whole weeks shopping just sitting in the kitchen cupboard (told ya I was doing the "cupboard lists").
So now, what do I do with it? I could go down to the bank and put it in my very very poorly bank account??? Unfortunately I live in a small town, with a small town mentality, I am just too embarrassed to face my childhood school friend with an overdraft that would make her eyes bleed. I could go and put it in the change counting thingy in Tesco but it's 20 miles away and takes 20%. Or I could go and get £70.65 worth of shopping and stand for 6 hours slotting the pennies into the self-service machines in The local Mr T.
Decisions Decisions.
Good luck
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That is a nice sum.I suppose that I would use it in dribs and drabs...
I forgot to say 'good luck' and well done for coming back to the site.I really hope it helps you feel more in control of your finances.
PS Lists are a great idea.I'm also a big list fan.
**Credit card debt free 30/06/10~**
MFW. Finally mortgage free February 2021****
"A large income is the best recipe for happiness I ever heard of" Jane Austen in Mansfield Park.
***Fall down seven times,stand up eight*** ~~Japanese proverb.
It starts with you, it starts from now. *** It is ok to be me.***
***Keep plodding*** Out of debt, out of danger. ***Be the difference.***
I hope this morning finds you all determined and positive and desperate to make a difference.
I have no idea who this person is and what she has done with the old Freeby.
Yesterday i took my cash to the cash counting machine and then exchanged it for cash instead of spending it on shopping I didn't really need. It is now squirrelled away in my purse and is my budget for this week. Which means I have this week's budget to either roll over or to use towards my Debt of the Moment or "DotM". My bank account is so down to the wire that I tempted to keep it as a cushion to stop me from going overdrawn on my overdraft, however, that is probably the wrong thinking and if I leave it in my account then I'll spend it.
I am rambling on aren't I?
This diary will be full of this, I feel. Its mostly going to be about getting my jumbled thoughts down on paper/screen. Does anyone else find that as they are writing/typing they find the answer to their question? it seems that the getting it out of your head makes it clearer. And to be fair, my head is a clutterjungle of complete and utter nonsense.
I am on leave this week. This diary and my addiction Farmville will probably get me through this cold wet day.Next year I will give the country plenty of notice that I will be on holiday and they can cancel all their plans. It always always rains when I'm off.
And on that cheery note I shall depart, my wheat needs harvesting.
otherwise my day is going to disappear into a fug of wheat and melon harvesting.
I'm off to be inspired somewhere and I WILL be back with a plan.
*levers large backside out of chair, tells Igor not to wait up and wanders off*
DO NOT SWITCH HEATING ON.
It is July. It is the same temperature outside as the end of October but it's still July and I definitely do not need the heating on.
*wraps scarf round neck*