talk me down please

mellymoo74

CalleyW has suggested I go back to the docs
I'm tired

Pollycat

Really sorry to hear about the job.
You don't actually know if it was you who fxxxed up (although you might know the reason why your contract was ended by now).

I think you should listen to Calley, Melly.


Little cat looks lovely.
Is she with you?

elsien

I'm sorry melly, I missed your earlier post from 4th or I'd have replied then.

You're not a fxxxx up, you're really not. Sometimes !!!! just happens. Take a break. Take time to take stock. Go to the doctor if you need to. Shout and beat the pillow up if you need to. Then take it from there.

I've said it before, but you have amazing resilience. Don't be too hard on yourself about this - as Savvy Sue said, there could be any number of reasons. Take care.

mellymoo74

Think my resilience has gone

No it was my fault, week 1 car screwed miss a day
Week 2 OH lungs !!!!!! up miss a day
Week 3 migraine miss a day get contract ended.

So tired
Right docs

Izadora

mellymoo74 wrote: »

No it was my fault

No, it wasn't.
They were all sh***y things to happen but not one of them was in any way your fault.

I hope all goes well with the doc.

mellymoo74

Oh Pol the kitten was a stray
She's about 6 months
I managed to resist bringing her home and rehomed her with a lovely person at work.
It was hard not to bring her back with me she's so pretty.

Iz thank you I still feel responsible though, which is probably more to do with my mental health than anything..

I am a bit panicked about what we do going forward but mainly I'm numb

elsien

Izadora wrote: »

No, it wasn't.
They were all sh***y things to happen but not one of them was in any way your fault.

I hope all goes well with the doc.

What she said. And as with everything, just take one step at a time.

Pollycat

Izadora wrote: »

No, it wasn't.
They were all sh***y things to happen but not one of them was in any way your fault.

I hope all goes well with the doc.

This ^^^^.
Maybe it was just a bit too soon for you with everything that was also going on.

mellymoo74 wrote: »

Oh Pol the kitten was a stray
She's about 6 months
I managed to resist bringing her home and rehomed her with a lovely person at work.
It was hard not to bring her back with me she's so pretty.

Iz thank you I still feel responsible though, which is probably more to do with my mental health than anything..

I am a bit panicked about what we do going forward but mainly I'm numb

The kitten is lovely, If she turned up on my doorstep she'd be mine.

Glad you resisted though.
I don't think Pickles would appreciate another pretty girl in the household.

Positives to hang on to:
you are in a much better location and the hoarding has been addressed

Go to see the doctor and see what he says.
What can you do about benefits?

mellymoo74

Pickles and Kevin were the only reasons I was able to resist her she was so cute.

OH has joined the nag to go to the doctors no appointments today will try again tomorrow

Waiting for a call about an interview

mellymoo74

And not paid
Fabulous
Eating is spiralling a bit