Depression Support Thread

Diamond78

dawnylou, i totaly understand what you mean about men doctors, i think thats why im in such a low mood 2nite as i had my assesment for councelling. Why do they not understand that I do not want a male to talk to you. I like you cannot look them in the face, maybe it would be the same with a woman as my previous councillor was a man but he was no good which is why im worse andnot better, he discharged me coz i never turned up for 2 appointmenst and put my antid dosage up to highest where im now hooked on it,i told him it was making me have suicidal thoughts-did he listen no did he care no way but im glad i got discharged.

Diamond78

i would love to study what you are but i dont have the brains for it,i cant concentrate as it is which is why i probaly still cant drive. Im learning to drive and cant even do that, im now also having a heated argument with my male friend on msn, huh maybe i should go sleep but i cant sleep coz i think to much,.

are u doin the couirse from home hun??you should be well pleased and proud of yourself

angellotz

you can let him make it up to you tomorrow by being all sweet - you said he was drunk so he may not even remember, just tell him he started being nasty lol. that'll teach him!
yeah i'm doing it from home - best way i know how to do it, can work and earn money at the same time, and i did gcse's and a-levels from home cos i was bullied at school so am used to making myself do it!

Diamond78

lol it was actually me that started it by teling him his been offish, there is nothing going between us, we are just getting to know each toher but its like we are having a lovers tiff, really he hasnt doe nothing wrong, its me whos a moody cow and on a downer he knows nothing of my depression, i havemood swings and suddenly switch to a downer, ive accused him of being offish and all that when he hasnt really, well i didnt want to chat to him did i 2nite so when i told him that his now asking a million questions about me lol-serves me right for being a cow!!! I said we could meet up soon, but the truth is im not gonna meet him just yet as im not ready,he just wants a shag anyway he is nice looking and i know he can do a lot better than me, he is 24, im 30. he has no kids i do, whats he gonna want with someone like me-obvious a quick shag and thats it...

id like to do a course from home but dont know how to go all about it altho ive been told, i still dont get it x

angellotz

not necessarily, i think generally men don't bother speaking to women a lot online if they're only interested in a shag (unless they're hideous). the good looking ones that just want the one thing will go into a club and find a tart somewhere much easier!

and the course - you get sent all the material and say, 2 years to complete everything (this varies depending on what qualification you're after, subject etc).
you go through it all, completing the assignments, and email them off to your tutor, who marks it and gives suggestions etc - when they give you the go-ahead,a nd you're happy with your grade, you move onto the next one. so, although you will have an ultimate time limit, if you want to miss a week for a holiday or something, you can, and just catch up the next week. there are forums for the subjects as well so you can chat about your course etc.
i find it brilliant, but if you're thinking of doing one, you may want to try a free course first (http://www.vision2learn.com/ for example) just to see if you have time etc. I'm currently doing an nvq in healthy eating as well!

i'm off to bed now, need my rest. shall be back tomorrow.
good night, hope all gets sorted with your msn man!!
:wave:

Sugar_Coated_Owl

A big :hello: to all the regulars and new posters.

xxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Your kitchen looks lovely Gillette

angellotz :hello: If you don't mind me asking who are you studying with for your degree? Is the NVQ in healthy eating on the vision2learn website? I don't seem to be able to find it How's your studying going?

Tiff_2

Hi guys!:hello:
I hope everyone is safe and sound this morning?



Plan For Today:
- 5.00a.m. - smartie round (oops - look like you missed it!) and some tiffing...
- 5.03a.m. - go through the sheep dip...
- 6.00a.m. - catnip and caffeine...
- 7.00a.m. - catnap...
- 10.30a.m. - wait for it - wait for it - off to the grooming salon for a fur-cut!



- 11.30a.m. - purr-chase a brown paper bag - head - for the use of...
- 1.00p.m. - &
- 3.00p.m. - try to put fur back into presentable state...
- 5.30p.m. - select outfit suitable for an evening out and clean undercrackers - just in case......
- 5.45p.m. - try to put fur back into presentable state...
- 5.50p.m. - mascara applied......
- 5.55p.m. -...
- 6.00p.m. - ...
- 6.10p.m. - car arrives to collect the Tiffster to see DS in show at Stratford-Upon-Avon......
- 6.15p.m. - ...
- 6.20p.m. - ...
- 6.25p.m. - assisted and encouraged into the car... ...
- 7.00p.m. -



- 7.15p.m. - embarrass DS by joining in with the show...




7.30p.m. - ...
9.45p.m. - congratulate everyone in the show and tell them how good they were...


10.15p.m. - back to Tiff Towers... ...
11.45p.m. - ...
1.20a.m. - ...
2.10a.m. - ...(sigh) - at last...
4.05a.m. - ...!


Chances of all of the above happening?
:snow_grin + !!!

Safe journeys today guys.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

meyore

I don't want to go to work today. I'm not working in the branch I usually work at, I'm going somewhere else to do relief work. I'm really nervous I just feel like going back to bed and pretending to be sick.

Hope everyone else has a good day.

Xx

Stephb1986_2

hey meyore dont worry about it hun they are all doing the same job as you so i doubt they will even tell you off lol.

We im the first one up this morning shock shock!!! ive made my mum and dad a brew and myself and brought the choccie biccies back to bed and now im sat here naughty aint i

ive only got a few hours work in today then i can take my mum sofa shopping.

I hope everyone is ok today

Hugs love and kisses

Steph xxx