Trying for a Baby Part 9

firefly369

picklekin wrote: »

Oh, one question, when did your Clomid mood swings kick in, last night OH came home and asked me what I was doing and I FLIPPED. He was a little nosy but really, I was completely irrational and then burst into tears. All made up now but it had me scared, it came out of the blue! I don't fancy my whole TWW being full of these outbursts.. what if I did it at work?:o

Mine felt extreme during the tww but the worst was 2 days before af, I was very unreasonable and had a lot of apologising to OH to do.

becca0417

Miskate wrote: »

I would like to be added to the list - how exciting!
What info do you need?

Just what cycle day you are on xx

Mrs_T_M

claire16c wrote: »

That's what I'm wondering if its set to just read out a certain thing, having said that mrs TM got her high on cd6 and she ovulated much earlier than me. The thing is I've only got a small amount of sticky cm, so any sperm would get killed anyway. There is definitely not a high chance right now!

Slight correction, day 6 and 7 were both low, then day 8 through now (CD 17) have all been high. My temps haven't went up yet though, so knowing my luck, this will be the one cycle I don't ovulate...

I have an appt with the GP about my anti-depressants and I'm going to see if he needs to fiddle with the dosage a bit. All I've wanted to do lately is sleep, and I even snapped at DH this morning when he forced me to get up and get ready for the gym (and then walked me down there to make sure I went!). If I wasn't on this CBFM trial, I'd just say sod it and start going to the gym 4-5 hours a day and pushing hard. I still feel like nothing I ever do will make a difference in my weight, and unless I get my weight down, I won't have a kid, so why even try?

Birdie85

What do you mean you'd do that if you weren't on the trial? Why can't you do that now Mrs TM? Heck, if I had the free time and the drive to go the the gym a few hours a day I would!

That's what really annoys me about these 'celebtrities' who show off their new bodies (Chloe Madeley anyone??)... most women don't have 4 hours a day to work out! If they got a real job they'd understand!

Anyway, hope you get the dosage of your anti-depressants sorted.

good_vibes

Would love to go to a gym. With shift work and sometimes up to 8 day streaches, am too worn out. lucky to get 4 hours sleep some days.

Mrs_T_M

Birdie85 wrote: »

What do you mean you'd do that if you weren't on the trial? Why can't you do that now Mrs TM? Heck, if I had the free time and the drive to go the the gym a few hours a day I would!

If I exercise harder than I am currently, it will bring on AF, but it won't stop so long as I push myself. If I work out too hard or too long, I bleed quite a bit, and I hate it.

I'm trying to do an hour a day in the pool walking, swimming, toning, etc and on days that I'm not going into town, I'll do as long as I can on the treadmill. I want to start running, but not until after AF starts on it's own. I might be able to slowly start using the cross trainer again now that my leg seems to be healed. I like attending classes at the gym, but right now my mental situation makes me very anxious if I'm around more than 10 or so people, so a class of 30 really bothers me at the moment.

codemonkey

Wish I had time too. By the time I take mutt for his morning walk, there's not time for much else before work and I don't get home til about 8 most nights so by the time I've had dinner, its bedtime. I can squeeze in a zumba class once a week and have to make the dog walking be my exercise - walking for about an hour has to be good right? I've actually lost weight since we got him.

Pickle - this is why I'm worried about clomid and haven't been pushing harder. My PMS is pretty bad anyway and I had to come off the pill because even the lowest dose one made me cry non stop so god only knows what fertility drugs will do.

Think I'm getting a uti or cystitis again because I keep needing to pee but it feels like I'm not fully emptying my bladder when I do. Need to drink loads of water to try to avoid antibiotics - I tend to get thrush when I take those - but am I? No. I am not. Stupid me.

Has anyone tried the cadburys chocolate with the jelly, smarties and popping candy? Its really weird.

firefly369

So. Today is the day of my IVF assessment. Last night I said a little prayer to the implnatation God and then poas and got (for the first time ever!!) a TLP:eek: So OH and I agreed that in the morning we would test with our last digi....if it said Not pregnant we would go to the IVF assessment and if it said Pregnant we would pass out cold on the floor and cancel the appointment

And the results are......

Positve:D
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atton83

Took a hpt this morn n it was a - I knew it would be but still annoyed me,
Oh is in a grouch

Need to get dr to book a fsh n amh test for fertility as those still haven't been done but yet ohs cousins both preggers from ivf that they lied about to get bumped up the list
Dhs nan told me to give up trying as I have no right apparantly

I just want to work n have a kid its not alotto ask, just one is all I want but no im denied that happiness



Ive now got into my head I need to give up the fight for the right n just stay the dusty barren woman that I am

becca0417

Wow firefly huge congrats!! Was this the clomid cycle or natural?!