What happens if I speak up?

meritaten

WastedLife wrote: »

If you are well enough to send out applications it's a good sign that life is turning a corner for you so don't feel bad or useless just because some days are tougher than others.

We wash too much anyway hence a rise in allergies and so on. Don't quote me on that:o



I score higher than average on those tests but I don't have aspergers.

A GP warned me about how much my new medicine cost and even told me the exact price.
They also once told me to rely on myself when I explained how i'd no one.
Since Feb i've had 30 medical appointments with more to come so it's easy to feel like i'm a drain with every new test, session with doctor and hospital visit.

I'm just tired after waiting so long for life to be ok. Not spectacular or special , just ok.

Emotional instability trapped me from childhood (I know it's all my fault ,mum says I should have asked for help as a child ,an ex partner had harsh words too) so i've waited decades for the day i'm able to join in with the world.

I always had hope in myself but ill physical health ,place i'm living in going wrong and constant bad luck have changed me.
I had to buy ticket for family member to accompany me last week even though they had stolen my money last year and still not paid me back which made me feel even worse about myself.

I just hope today goes ok so I can decide what to do next. Thanks again for the replies

I think you need to see a different GP! His budget is no concern of yours! and to say to rely on yourself...........I wonder which planet he is from!

Please hun, realise that you are one unique person and from the way you have posted on this thread.........a LOVELY one! you have taken time out from your own concerns to take interest in another posters problems! you have shown flashes of humour, all in all, you sound like someone I would love to know!

heretolearn_2

I'm sorry you are feeling so awful.

Please do talk to a doctor about it again and don't make light of anything when you do.

You aren't alone - you can always talk to us.

wishing you all the best for tomorrow,

coolcait

There really isn't anything I can add to the wonderful advice and support you've already had. I hope it has helped you.

I'm going to be presumptious and ask you to consider making a change - to the way you describe yourself.

I really don't think that you are a "WastedLife". I see you as a "LifeWorthLiving".

I think that others see you that way too. That's why they've 'replied' to you on here, and in real life.

If the username isn't already taken, would you consider adopting it?

Because I really do think you have a life worth living. I wish you could see that too.

Take care.

heretolearn_2

Just wondering how you are. Hope you are feeling a bit more positive.