I need support before I kill myself!

LisaB85

Thanks to those who helped.

suelizab

!!!!!! go see your GP

BitterAndTwisted

Why wouldn't you feel safe. Why would you have to live in fear?

carefullycautious

Why do you have responsibility for the bloomin gas bottles.

Cant your parents read English( take it you are foreign am I right in this presumption)

How old are you?

aliasojo

I don't think you have 3 choices, I think you have 1. You need to start actively looking for alternative accommodation. Some places will take pets, you might not have to leave your cat. Your friends will be your friends no matter where you live. Don't understand the fear bit.

davsidipp

please please go to your local hospital you seem to be having a breakdown and need help try to keep calm but please get help.

Millie2008_2

Could you call the samaritans hun if you are that desparate?

http://www.samaritans.org/

or go to A and E if you feel really unstable and unsafe xx

*max*

Bloody hell.....Has your relationship with your family always been this violent? It's clearly not a good environment for you (!!!), you need to get out of there!

Do you have friends you could stay with temporarily? Maybe a youth hostel? If you are unemployed, you would receive a housing allowance for a room in shared accomodation or one bedroom flat, depending on your age I think. You need to contact your housing executive to check what you may be entitled to.

Why do you feel you would "live in fear" in a shared house?

Regarding your thoughts of killing yourself, you need to get down to your GP ASAP. You can talk to them about your situation and get some help. Or even call the Samaritans now, even just to talk to someone.

make_me_wise

If I were suffering abuse as you are my first port of call for help would not be a money saving site. There are some fabulous people on here but none of us can really help. I think you need to speak to your gp, call the samaritans or someone like womens aid. They would be able to offer good advice on how to get away from your current predicament and to be safe.

Your families reactions to you seem extreme and very volatile. Please dont consider doing yourself any harm. With a little courage and some careful logical thinking you can be away from all of this and lead a happy, calmer life.

gingin_2

You really, really need to get yourself help, Lisa. This is not normal behaviour. I have seen you say similar before on here so I would get in touch with your GP and even print out this and previous posts you have made threatening the same thing.

I hope you get the help you need.

mazy_m

Get out of that house for your sanity.....You can find somewhere that will take pets!!!

something like this...

http://www.spareroom.co.uk/flatshare/derbyshire/derby/1960940/

obviously cater it to where you need it and what you need. Do you work near that town? Is that why is has to be that specific town that you fear?

In all honestly it's your self esteem that is making you think it's not safe and when you move out of that place you are in I'll bet you'll feel different without all the pressure etc. Moving into a houseshare is always great for making you feel safe if you get on with the people and it's on tap friends!!

Good luck hon, don't give up have a look and see what's available where you want and it's not always a bad thing to distance yourself and move further from your family. If you want some help looking but don't want to tell the world where you're looking you can PM me if you want and I can help you look for something too so you don't feel alone and daunted by the prospect.

I hope you're ok and ignore all the sarcastic comments sad people give some people don't seem to realise when to tape their fingers together to stop them typing crap!

Maz x