Not mentioning the T word at all

Justamum

So sorry flowertotmum. Losing a baby is awful, I know.

queenie68

so sorry to hear your very sad news FTM take care

queenie

Hobsons_Choice

ftm...I have no words really, but send tender hugs for you.

meanmarie

Hugs FTM...the baby I lost in 1986 would have been 25 to-day...you are in my thoughts

Marie

flowertotmum

Hi ladies..thank you all sooo very much for your thoughts,wishes and hugs..it means alot to me to know i am not alone..i am ok in body but emotionally i feel a bit fragile..have had a damn good cry and got angry ..it helped..going to take it slowly..so be gentle with me please.

Have sat down and done my seed order for this year..took a risk and ordered drought resistant types..also decided to get 2 more chickens..i have a lot of people who want them and are paying for them so the profits go towards their upkeep and any vet bills that are incurred..
Also i have to sort out the conifers and a small willow and a wild cherry that have to go..they affect my fruit trees something wicked..got a quote of £140 to get them cut down and also taken away..not bad i thought..as one man wanted to charge me £120 just to take them away..
Go to watch the money this month as hubby had to have 2 weeks off and they wouldn't pay him..they gave him authorised leave instead...good job we had some savings..they have now bit the dust..all bills are covered and we have plenty of food in freezer and cupboards..just have to get back to normal in all ways.
Tell you what hospital food has not improved..was so glad to walk in my front door and have a proper meal and cuppa..this has certainly made me appreciate all that i have..and i don't mean material things..but a husband that loves me..children that love me..never going to take life for granted again..i have a great life and family and i am not going to let life get by me without enjoying it...hospital bed deep thinking that was..
love you all
ftm

Aesop

((((((((((((flowertotmum))))))))))))

good thinking on the seeds and chickens.

I am just no good at gardening, even though I pretend to be.

flowertotmum

Hi aesop..well i have had time to think..i love getting in the garden with my gloves on and wellies at the ready..brings me alive i must admit..
I love planning and then putting it into action..
At least your having a go at it hun..trial and error are the best way to learn..
ftm

purpleivy

I've been away from the forum for some time. Can someone please enlighten me as to what 'the t word' is please?

elona

The word is "tough" as there used to be a thread that had problems etc .