Depression

Horasio

Thank you all for the lovely messages - we had a lovely day yesterday:)

Horasio

Woke too early

The birds are fluttering in the eaves, my OH was bashing around in the kitchen, so got up and did washing but I hate waking up too early. Will check the house so it's OK for viewings this weekend. It is all doing my nut, keeping it clean, people coming and saying they like it and doing nothing, so full of BS - I'm grumpy and tired, I don't like mornings or WAITING!!!!:(

My old lappy is being an a ss

Slept OK tho and feeling happy with OH.

EthelBloggs

Tiff wrote:

Hi ethel angel!:j
How are you hun? DS gone off for college - he found his wallet yesterday!:j I've got to go into Asdaland today again. It's also my niece's 18th birthday today!;)
err - stenny? :eek:
stenny who? ooh, stenny...er ... um,


- err, no hun, I haven't seen him anywhere! (gulp!)
Think he's at a wardrobe conference!:D

What do you have on this weekend hun?
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Awww I'm glad he found his wallet.. saves you a bit of hassle, unless you already applied for the replacement things

Stennys ok, aint his fault, and he aint getting his either soo...... I won't shoot him yet, lol

No plans for the weekend, I daren't with that daughter of mine! b/f is due home which i'm really looking forward to, I've missed him lots and somehow the bed seems too big for me on my own, but at the same time I'm dreading it cos I know there'll be trouble with daughter. I'm thinking about asking my mum to have her for a couple of nights, just to give me n him a chance to relax and spend some time together.

I went to bed last night around 11.30.. was woken up at half 2 by madam harassing her brother in his room, so they were fighting.. I'm gonna hve the neighbours on my door at some point today :mad: cos she was making a lot of noise, screaming and shouting.

I'm seriously at the end of my tether with her.

Hope everyone's fine xxxxxxxx

learning_to_drive

Tiff, I know im jumping, I need a bucket of cold water a.s.a.p

That picture really made me laugh, LOL hope you are well, been a busy Tiff this morning, posting to everyone from 4:50 onwards!!!

queensway_boy

Hope everyone has a fab weekend

learning_to_drive

Just emailed someone at Sainsbury's who did a lot for me, but I threw it back in their face when I was really down about things.

It takes time with depression to admit we have a problem, more so to seek help for it and even more so to speak to people and face them after we have acted the way we have, even though it might not be ourselves, its still us as people who act that way, depression or not.

I think its a case of pride, Ive sent her a really wordy email explaining all my issues and what happened and basically apologising for what has happened, whether my ban at Sainsburys will be lifted or it will be extended :rotfl: doesn't really affect me too much. It's more from a conscience point of view that I've done it.

More so she knows that she knows I appreciated what she did for me and that I was grateful, that way, if anything comes out of it, ill be surprised but I dont really want anything to come of it. Its so my conscience is clear and that I can have sone closure knowing I havent !!!!ed off someone who I got on well with.

beer2006

learning_to_drive wrote:

Just emailed someone at Sainsbury's who did a lot for me, but I threw it back in their face when I was really down about things.

It takes time with depression to admit we have a problem, more so to seek help for it and even more so to speak to people and face them after we have acted the way we have, even though it might not be ourselves, its still us as people who act that way, depression or not.

I think its a case of pride, Ive sent her a really wordy email explaining all my issues and what happened and basically apologising for what has happened, whether my ban at Sainsburys will be lifted or it will be extended :rotfl: doesn't really affect me too much. It's more from a conscience point of view that I've done it.

More so she knows that she knows I appreciated what she did for me and that I was grateful, that way, if anything comes out of it, ill be surprised but I dont really want anything to come of it. Its so my conscience is clear and that I can have sone closure knowing I havent !!!!ed off someone who I got on well with.

I think thats a really great thing to do, shows you are getting better surely?

My week has been strange, why is it I have my biggest ups at about the same time as my biggest downs, been a few of both this week. Is everyone like this?

gillette147

queensway_boy wrote:

Hi everyone

While i'm here can i ask if it bothers anyone else in this thread if i post smilies a lot or not speak very much?

If you are referring to me QB - I was only enquiring last night. I hoped you would speak to me, thats all. I wasn't being critical.

I'm sorry if I've offended you mate.

Horasio

I hope you all have a good weekend too

Big hugs to everyone unless they have put me on their ignore list, as they can't see it.

I'm feeling a lot better about life just now, would be even better if this effing house would sell and free us up!!

I feel suffocated and dread the summer, no-one goes out to work round here:(

gillette147

Well I got up at 9:30 (not bad for me).
Tidied the house a bit (fetching g/f in the morning).
Showered and came down to start revising.
Just thought I'd check mse and emails first.

I feel sick again!
My stomach is feeling really iffy and my head feels sick (and ear trembling).
I guess I can still work, or try.

I am scared about exams, and i really don't want to do the work - but i think these are real symptoms. My brain has never done this to me via stress or as an excuse before.

I can't write off another day.
I started so well with my revision as well.
Groan.

Funny that i felt ok until this point. Although i am now sitting down. Maybe it's posture. But my head feels sick!!

EDIT: It better not be the anitbioics i'm on. I wasn't that ill with tonsils. So if these cause me side effects then that will just be great!

EDIT:EDIT:
I took my antibiotic at 10:40 and i started feeling rough again soon after..........hmmm!