Depression

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

yeah.. that could be it.. doesn't help when a certain (_|_) tries to make me feel as tho I'm doing wrong when I do sleep and he doesn't :rolleyes: At the moment my arm feels as tho it's burning but numb at the same time, really weird and painful!!

I really do want him to go but he just wont.. its so frustrating :mad: He's broke again and using that as an excuse. he's got nearly 3 weeks til payday and he's not even got his tube fare to work for tomorrow.. !!!!!! ?? I manage really well on about 1/3 of what he makes and my money has to look after 4 of us plus bills etc on top

anyway.. huggs everyone xxx

A certain (_|_) seems always to be broke! Funny that - particularly when it comes time to move out! Hun go back to the doc if you're arm doesn't get any better. Sazbomb xxx

EthelBloggs

CarolnMalky wrote:

Thanks Sazbo and Ethelbloggs I just didnt want to tread on anyones toes by appearing after this thread has been on the go for so long...guess I do the brave face thing too well and dont like to admit to myself that I feel down.

dont worry about our toes.. they're numb It's hard to let people know how it feels cos we're afraid they'll think we're weak or someting, but you know what? we're stronger than them because each day is a struggle that we have to get thru..

Share as much or as little as you feel comfortable with, and if you dont feel like sharing at all.. just post whatever you like

EthelBloggs

geminilady wrote:

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Do people who have been unhappy all their lives finally find happiness?
Or are we just a type? Destined to be like this forever?

I have always had a feeling that MSE will save my life. That all the answers to life are somewhere on the threads. I know that may sound ridiculous to most of you but I have huge hopes for this place. The whole spectrum of life is contained here. You get what you give on here and I give everything.

Love to you all

i don't know if they find happiness, i suppose some do and some don't.I don't think all the answers are on MSE don't think they are anywhere.This thread however is full of people that understand and try to help one another and for that reason i am glad i found it
I can identify with your post,All my life it seams when i was happy something came along and spoilt it maybe happiness doesn't last maybe its just fleeting or maybe its a state of mind don't know only that i want it if only for a while.
Think its my turn for a downer now,just had words with "N" (by text ) he says i want to be too close he doesn't like it and he is backing off,not a lot i can do about it just told him i can't help wanting, the fact that he don't and that he is backing off.Nothing i can do.Sorry for tagging this onto your post,will someone please tell me how to do a new one must be stupid but i can't figure it out.[/quote]

You're not stupid!! far from it!

I can't say much about 'N' cos your heart is ruling your head and only you can make any decision about what to do.. I will send you a massive huggerooooooooooooni tho

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

A certain (_|_) seems always to be broke! Funny that - particularly when it comes time to move out! Hun go back to the doc if you're arm doesn't get any better. Sazbomb xxx

He said give it a couple weeks and if it dont fix then he'll send me for physio.. if that dont work.. I think it be an operation of some sort - not sure tho, I read it on a google thing, lol

Sazbo

geminilady wrote:

i don't know if they find happiness, i suppose some do and some don't.I don't think all the answers are on MSE don't think they are anywhere.This thread however is full of people that understand and try to help one another and for that reason i am glad i found it
I can identify with your post,All my life it seams when i was happy something came along and spoilt it maybe happiness doesn't last maybe its just fleeting or maybe its a state of mind don't know only that i want it if only for a while.
Think its my turn for a downer now,just had words with "N" (by text ) he says i want to be too close he doesn't like it and he is backing off,not a lot i can do about it just told him i can't help wanting, the fact that he don't and that he is backing off.Nothing i can do.Sorry for tagging this onto your post,will someone please tell me how to do a new one must be stupid but i can't figure it out.

Hi GL :hello: I'm sorry to hear about N. Only from what you've said it seemed he wasn't prepared to commit any time soon - probably nothing to do with you - as you mentioned, probably a combination of past events, his relationships with wife and ex - a pretty tangled web it seemed to me. Me saying you deserve someone for whom you are their main priority is of course not helpful to how you are feeling right now. Wish I could make it better for you hun... but sending you big hugs xxx

Re reply - I'm no expert either LOL! But if you scroll down there's window to "quick reply" or "go advanced" - think you can do just a reply there?

Sazxxx

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

He said give it a couple weeks and if it dont fix then he'll send me for physio.. if that dont work.. I think it be an operation of some sort - not sure tho, I read it on a google thing, lol

Oh ok but sounds a long time for you to be packing shopping one-handed and that. I hope it does clear up. x

stenny_2

Hi all,
hope your all well, been busy busy busy!

Big hugs

Sazbo

Hey lovely peeps, please forgive me but I gotta crash. It's way past Sazzy's bedtime and 6am will come far too soon! But before it slips my mind again - Blinky are you ok? Not seen you for a few days, just wondered hun. Mr Miro too xx

Good night everyone. Sweet dreams,
Sazzy xxx

EthelBloggs

I'll just have to be more organised about tescos online or better yet.. DELEGATE!!!!

Sazbo

stenny wrote:

Hi all,
hope your all well, been busy busy busy!

Big hugs

Hiya stenny!!! Good to here from ya! :wave: I'll catch up with ya tomorrow Sxxx