Depression

Tiff_2

Hi feelie!:hello:
How are you feeling now hun?
Gosh you've been a busy fg haven't you?!:T Thanks for thinking of me feelie.;)
When you feel like so tearful & low hun, please don't put the doctor's appointment off. Get the help you deserve. I don't like to think of you having to suffer all day. I'm sorry things feel hard for you right now - we're all here for you angel.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

Pumpkin_Pie wrote:

Feelinggood - Sorry to hear your having such a rubbish day *** Hugs***
A pill thing sounds like a good idea - My mum used one bfore and it helped a lot.
I wish I could magic your pain away.. I wish a lot of things.
I suggest a hot cup of tea :coffee:
Take care hunny
Pumpkin xxx

Hi pumpkin!:hello:
Glad you're picking up a little hun.:T I agree - those little posset boxes are really good. Good idea fg!
I know what you mean hun - if only wishes came true hun?
I can recommend that a cup of tea (or milk if you're a Tiff!:D ) always makes me feel a bit better. There were news items on tea yesterday, saying how good it is for you and that you should have at least 4 cups a day. Lots of good properties in it. It doesn't matter what the blend is or if it's supermarket tea bags apparently. It's even better if you can drink it black. So that's the experts' opinions for this week!;)
Look after yourself pumpkin.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

new_mum_again wrote:

Im just on my way out to pick kids up from school but thought i would post as i am sooo proud of myself and hopefully someone on here will understand but today i managed to go to the dentist and have 2 fillings on my own it is something that other people do without thinking about but i suffer from panic attacks and a fear of dentists and a few other things that i wont bore you with. It is also the first time i have been there without my mum who sadly died 28/09/05. I know its sad a 31yr old mum of 3 needing her mum to go to the dentists with her but hey that was me!!:o Gotta rush will pop back in later after kids in bed:wave:

Hi new mum again (nma;) ) and
Firstly, congratulations on being a new mum again! You weren't boring us hun. What was nice about your post was the excitement and pride I could feel from you. You should be very proud hun.

Tiff + dentists =

I had the same feeling as you did. I mean, it's not natural is it? I think you'd have to be a little sadistic to be a dentist - no offence to any looking in.:rolleyes: My hackles go up the minute you hear "Now, this isn't going to hurt..." - that's when it's time to RUN!!!:rotfl:
Seriously nma, your mum would have been very proud of you - I know it takes a lot of doing.:T Don't feel bad angel - our fears are our fears and panic attacks and I used to be best friends!:o Well done you!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

Hi everyone!
Got so much to say to you all but can't do any more right now. Not feeling so well tbh. Hope I've started the morning off with a smile for someone.;) Will catch up later I hope. Have a great day guys. Huge Tiff hugs to you all.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

feelinggood_2

Tiff wrote:

Hi feelie!:hello:
How are you feeling now hun?
Gosh you've been a busy fg haven't you?!:T Thanks for thinking of me feelie.;)
When you feel like so tearful & low hun, please don't put the doctor's appointment off. Get the help you deserve. I don't like to think of you having to suffer all day. I'm sorry things feel hard for you right now - we're all here for you angel.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

AH, I just can't be bothered fighting at the moment, going to take a rest on focus on the only things I seem to be any good at - cleaning and loosing weight. Everything else is just bad, horrible, painful, miserable waste. I don't deserve help, I don't deserve friends, don't deserve the life I've been given. I'm off out this morning if I can manage it, need to buy cleaning things. Can't believe I'm almost out of cream cleanser :eek:
Thinking of you all - take care.
To anyone I ignored last night on msn, sorry - had to go bed so I didn't throw up. Catch you today hopefully.

feelinggood_2

Tiff wrote:

Hi everyone!
Got so much to say to you all but can't do any more right now. Not feeling so well tbh. Hope I've started the morning off with a smile for someone.;) Will catch up later I hope. Have a great day guys. Huge Tiff hugs to you all.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Sorry you are not feeling so well Tiff - hope you feel better soon.
Hugs x

feelinggood_2

Just wanted to say -

Carol, if you are about, post as much as you like, its great to have you here
Big hugs x

CarolnMalky

Morning, hope everyone is okish this morning

CarolnMalky

feelinggood wrote:

AH, I just can't be bothered fighting at the moment, going to take a rest on focus on the only things I seem to be any good at - cleaning and loosing weight. Everything else is just bad, horrible, painful, miserable waste. I don't deserve help, I don't deserve friends, don't deserve the life I've been given. I'm off out this morning if I can manage it, need to buy cleaning things. Can't believe I'm almost out of cream cleanser :eek:
Thinking of you all - take care.
To anyone I ignored last night on msn, sorry - had to go bed so I didn't throw up. Catch you today hopefully.

Feely.........u do deserve friends the life you have been given and lots more honey...low self worth is the hardest bit of depression in my opinion. Cleaning must be a sypmtom too-whenever I feel down I clean too!!!

feelinggood_2

CarolnMalky wrote:

Feely.........u do deserve friends the life you have been given and lots more honey...low self worth is the hardest bit of depression in my opinion. Cleaning must be a sypmtom too-whenever I feel down I clean too!!!

I clean to try and remove the dirt, but it doesn't work. I think the dirt is an internal thing that I project on the outside world, so the only way I'll ever get things to be clean is to tackle why I feel so worthless and pathetic. But I don't know how to do that - so I'll clean instead and hope things improve on their own. The cleaning also helps with the anxiety, I think. Could be that I feel anxious when I'm not cleaning. Wall cleaning day today Also going to clean the inside of the fridges and the oven.

Didn't go to the doctors again, keep meaning to, but just don't see the point - they can't cure me, so why go?

How are you feeling today? Want to talk about anything?