THE FUTURE IS ONE BIG CHALLENGE AFTER ANOTHER for 3Dogs and friends ..... PART 3

Aesop

good to hear you are still with us HL

savingwannabe

What are your plans for today?

I am ok. Went a bit stupid last night. That's an understatement. I am not going on your diary petal for a few days as i have upset someone. It was completely my fault. i will look at your blog though and Pm you if you need to chat.

Still can't post on your blog? I am too dense. I can on Firewalkers but there are lovely people like Matymoo and BitsyB on there and they have fantastic advice. Good people.

Hovel_lady

savingwannabe wrote: »

What are your plans for today?

I am ok. Went a bit stupid last night. That's an understatement. I am not going on your diary petal for a few days as i have upset someone. It was completely my fault. i will look at your blog though and Pm you if you need to chat.

My plan is to survive today without hurting myself and work out a longer plan to stop myself doing it full stop.

Don't worry about the diary - I'm just using the blog now for updates. I'll reply to anything on the diary of course but it's limited as I have to watch what I'm saying.

Did you get things sorted out last night?
xx

savingwannabe

Petal i dont know how to post on your blog, it wont let me?

I am ok. What i did was wrong and mean I apologised but it is too little too late. I am not crying anymore and i feel numb which is good. Sometimes I just shut down it is easier. So I dont hate myself.

I am going to chat to my MSE friend Steve and try to sleep that usually controls it. I have a funny condition called General Anxiety Disorder I worry and worry about nonsense and can't make it stop.

Am a bit stupid.

Hey you are the same age as me I think. I wish i could post on your blog. I enter a post and then click google account but it doesn't work. Steve is ringing. Back later.

Hovel_lady

savingwannabe wrote: »

Petal i dont know how to post on your blog, it wont let me?

I am ok. What i did was wrong and mean I apologised but it is too little too late. I am not crying anymore and i feel numb which is good. Sometimes I just shut down it is easier. So I dont hate myself.

I am going to chat to my MSE friend Steve and try to sleep that usually controls it. I have a funny condition called General Anxiety Disorder I worry and worry about nonsense and can't make it stop.

Am a bit stupid.

Hey you are the same age as me I think. I wish i could post on your blog. I enter a post and then click google account but it doesn't work. Steve is ringing. Back later.

Did get one message on my blog from you

You're not stupid - we all deal with stuff in different ways.
xx

savingwannabe

Just spoke to steve and andy. When i get like this i have to stay in bed and try not to worry and then not do anything daft. They say hello to you and please remember we love you lots. I will try to post later but will get distressed again and I want to be positive for you. You will beat this. It hurts a lot but it lasts for a while and it stops. I know.

I am going to have to lie down. Please follow your strategies ok.

Hovel_lady

savingwannabe wrote: »

Just spoke to steve and andy. When i get like this i have to stay in bed and try not to worry and then not do anything daft. They say hello to you and please remember we love you lots. I will try to post later but will get distressed again and I want to be positive for you. You will beat this. It hurts a lot but it lasts for a while and it stops. I know.

I am going to have to lie down. Please follow your strategies ok.

Don't worry about being positive - just be honest that's all I ask of people.
Following strategies.
Hello to Steve and Andy

Catch up later xx

Marru

SW - I just posted a comment on HL blog, and it seems that you have to wait until the comment has been approved. So just sit tight. (which reminds me that I have been meaning to write about stress in my blog, will get it done today)

savingwannabe

I dont think i am doing it correctly. But people are giving good advice so I dont need to maybe.

I am going to rest. Keep crying. I will snap out of this and keep my sugars up.

Back when i am happy. hugs. On a positive front it is a NSD as sugars are too low to leave house! funny.

Hovel_lady

Marru wrote: »

SW - I just posted a comment on HL blog, and it seems that you have to wait until the comment has been approved. So just sit tight. (which reminds me that I have been meaning to write about stress in my blog, will get it done today)

Sorry, I had to set it up so I "approve" comments as I wanted to avoid a repeat of the issues I'd had with my diary.
I do check the blog at much as possible but if I'm out it might take a while for them to appear.
xx