depression

Tiff_2

Hi Inc.,:hello:
I will pm you later angel to catch up properly. Hope you're ok hun.

Inc0gnit0 wrote:

*sighs*
Had to spend a lot of time with my back to people today cos I kept tearing up.. the promise I had had from my daughter to cook dinner today of course didn't happen so I ended up doing it all myself, which left me feeling very disappointed and upset.. even tho I knew she wouldn't do it;
I suspect hun that the tearing up had as much to do with the exhaustion and stress you've had recently as with anything else. I think Christmas lures into high hopes - even though we know it won't happen deep down, we still so want it to - and that's why we end up so disappointed.

had a phonecall from you know who this evening which started off ok and ended with me hanging up on him I just feel so isolated and alone.. I miss the snuggles and cuddles n things like that.. while he's off partying with his mates and calling me to make sure i know it :mad: All in all..... Thank F*kk it's over!!!!!
Why did "ykw" phone you? Was ykw sober? Hun, I know I can't give you the snuggles and cuddles you miss, but maybe it'll be of some consolation to know how much you're cared for here and that it is only natural to be feeling this way right now, after all that's happened. I hope the New Year will bring a breath of fresh air to you and raise your hopes of a fresh start without ykw. Hang in there inc!:T
Just try and remember all the reasons why the exorcist is now just the ex!:rolleyes: Thinking of you and very proud of you hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

feelinggood wrote:

Morning Tiff, nice to see you about
You are just getting up? I've not been to bed yet!

No feelie - been up since 3a.m.:rolleyes: Nice to see you too fg! We're not usually around at the same time are we? What's kept you from your nest feelie? How's everything with you hun?
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

feelinggood_2

Tiff wrote:

No feelie - been up since 3a.m.:rolleyes: Nice to see you too fg! We're not usually around at the same time are we? What's kept you from your nest feelie? How's everything with you hun?
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Um, honestly, I could go to bed as I don't want to lie there and have nothing to take my mind of the incredible pain I feel.
Everything? Its bad. I'm fighting a lot of urges tonight, and its blooming hard.
I'm venturing in to territory that I am not allowed in to, so I will end this post.
Thank you for your concern, I hope you are well xx

Tiff_2

Hi cc!:hello:
Hope you're well hun.

CCStar wrote:

Hi Guys...
Tiff - I hope you had a good birthday, I hope you got loads of pressies, I didn't know it was your birthday and would hate to have my birthday at Christmas but there is a party atmosphere in the air, so I guess you can apply to it you too.
Thanks angel. Tell me about it - I didn't choose to be born then...or did I?! :rotfl:
The trouble is it's everyone's party feeling so you do get cheated. I am seriously considering celebrating Conception Day next year instead!:rotfl:
The trouble with that is, that if I pick a random date in April (via the tried and trusted shutting your eyes and sticking a pin in method), it would just be my luck to land on 1st April!!!:eek: :rotfl:
And I didn't learn my mum's lesson either - I was due to have my only child in the week between Christmas and New Year's Day so we were all very excited. But no, I finally calved on Valentine's Day!!!:eek: :rolleyes: :rotfl:


Incognito - I am sorry you felt lonely and got landed with all the work. Just visualise how it would have been had he been there, which is worse? Keep strong when you talk to him. Christmas has gone and you have to think what you want for the new year when things get back to normal.
I agree with cc Inc - beware of the honey trap!:eek: Leave all thinking aside until reality returns in the new year.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

feelinggood wrote:

Um, honestly, I could go to bed as I don't want to lie there and have nothing to take my mind of the incredible pain I feel.
Everything? Its bad. I'm fighting a lot of urges tonight, and its blooming hard.
I'm venturing in to territory that I am not allowed in to, so I will end this post.
Thank you for your concern, I hope you are well xx

That's ok angel. I'm ok hun thank you. I'm sorry you're so low angel - didn't mean to upset you. You know where we are if you need us.
I'm really proud of you feelie, because you have the strength to know when it's a bad time to open up a box. Sometimes you just have to leave it alone and go back to it when you're feeling stronger. That's pure common sense.
Well done you for fighting back against those urges sweetheart.:T
Tiff's off to do some cleaning therapy - it's the agrophobic's equivalent of retail therapy!
Back later guys - don't say you weren't warned!:D
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

feelinggood_2

Oh, no need to be proud of me.
I'm keep schtum for the sake of others, not for me lol.
Enjoy the cleaning - I ripped apart the living room today and dismantled and reassembled a unit cos it wasn't right. I've thrown out loads of stuff, tomorrow I'll set about cleaning. I want to hire a carpet cleaning thing, everything is so blooming dirty.
Take care x

stenny_2

feelinggood wrote:

Methinks I need to join an American site, I seem to be about when the world is in bed!

Try getting some rest hun!

inc0gnit0 sorry but IP went down, hope your still smiling!

EVERYONE too, big huggzzzzzz

:A

feelinggood_2

I don't really feel tired.

How are you this morning Stenny?

stenny_2

feelinggood wrote:

I don't really feel tired.

How are you this morning Stenny?

Thought i was coming down with something xmas, today can confirm 100%
'flu', god feel shahite:o

Did you have a nice break?

feelinggood_2

stenny wrote:

Thought i was coming down with something xmas, today can confirm 100%
'flu', god feel shahite:o

Did you have a nice break?

Awww, that no fun! Make sure you wrap up warm and have lots of warm drinks. Only ever had the flu once, and fell asleep at work cos I hadn't sleep for a few nights cos I felt so rough. Oh its horrible. Hope you feel better soon.

Break was adequate, returning home horrid. Life sucks hehe.

You working today?