depression

blinky

Miroslav wrote:

Right, here goes........

Flatmate text me a few times, saying things were fine etc.

I went to meet flatmate at 9.30 outside 'S' place, just down a bit, so I didn't have to bump into 'S'. Flatmate text and said 'S' wanted me to come in and have a drink and say hello.......I said no.

Left early as was getting panicky at home. So got there 9.05. Waited outside then text I was there at 9.25.

Flatmate rang me, to say 'S' wanted to say 'Hi'.......what could I do? So I had to say hi.

Walked up to her outer door, not wanting to see her, as I felt so uncomfortable not knowing where we were at.

She comes running down the stairs, says hi nervously, and starts telling me she wants to forget what's happened. I nod and agree unconvincingly, so she jumps on me, puts her arms around me and tells me she really likes me. I again, unconvincingly nod.

I wasn't in the mood. I wanted her to make an effort without my flatmate being there.

Anyway, we say goodbye, walk home with flatmate, who tells me it's just her way of saying sorry and that i've probably upset her by being unresponsive.

So, an hour after getting home, I text her, not expecting a response at 10.30 as she goes bed early. I said it was nice to see her and I suggested a time to meet for once. I said this Sunday, I said we both need to see more of each other, get to know each other, and maybe we'll be less nervous.

A reply! She said she would LOVE to meet me Sunday, that she wants to spend lots of time with me AND in capitals letters, she said she cares alot about me.

It felt nice, even though I know she doesn't always tell the truth. Flatmate said she may lie alot, but when she says she cares, she really does, she just doesn't know how to say it or show it sometimes.

Anyway, we text a few times. I said I had alot to say and wouldn't fit by text, so she said put it in her postbox as she'd love to hear from me.

She's nervous on the phone with me, and she thought all week I hated her and was really upset at that thought.

She spent 6 hours with flatmate, of which 5 3/4 of it she talked about me

Her texts were lovely.

I am so confused by this girl. She is very special to me, but so hard work at times.

The way she was last night is brilliant, but it never lasts

Oh, and she wants to come to us at Xmas, have lunch etc. Poor thing thinks she'd be in the way, but flatmate said we wanted her here and she got all excited.

Ahhhhhhhh, my heart will go on and on

:j :j :j :T :T :T
Hope it continues to well, mate

Big hugs to all
I might be on briefly this afternoon but after that won't be around till Sunday, I'm away with 'R'

sleepy

Oh dear, today is my second bad day in a row. I need to get up and tidy the whole house because my family are coming tommorrow, but I just can't bring myself to do it!
Grrr, really need to tidy.

mclaren_2

CCStar wrote:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfiqrkV_ZqI

It's on YouTube:D

Enjoy but keep your hand off ma Irn Bru - actually I find it revolting:eek:

i LOVE irn bru! how can anybody not like it :eek: its nicer than coke lol

Sazbo

Hi everyone! :wave: Crazy busy sazzy! Will be back later...... lots love Sxxx

Horasio

mclaren wrote:

i LOVE irn bru! how can anybody not like it :eek: its nicer than coke lol

I hate coke too!

Horasio

blinky wrote:

:j :j :j :T :T :T
Hope it continues to well, mate

Big hugs to all
I might be on briefly this afternoon but after that won't be around till Sunday, I'm away with 'R'

Have a great weekend:)

Horasio

sleepy wrote:

Oh dear, today is my second bad day in a row. I need to get up and tidy the whole house because my family are coming tommorrow, but I just can't bring myself to do it!
Grrr, really need to tidy.

Can you break the job down into smaller chunks?

Identify which is the most important and work down the list of priorities, Such as the public areas

EthelBloggs

Afternoon all from a very poorly Ethel.. gawwwwwd I feel rough

Party last night was fun... I drank too much.. got home completely ratarsed at 2am and couldn't find my key so woke up half the street trying to wake up someone in my house to let me in.. and where was the key? In my flippin hand the whole time

So today finds me in the doghouse for being a dirty stopout and not texting every half hour to say i was ok oh.. and cos I said I'd be half an hour and then stayed another 4.. lmfao and cos I didn't sort out dinner before I left .. pfftttt

So anyway.. I feel like !!!!!! today - now I remember why I don't drink, lol

Hope everyone's ok? I did read everthing but my brain hasn't the capacity to reply to everyone atm

stenny_2

EthelBloggs wrote:

Afternoon all from a very poorly Ethel.. gawwwwwd I feel rough

Party last night was fun... I drank too much.. got home completely ratarsed at 2am and couldn't find my key so woke up half the street trying to wake up someone in my house to let me in.. and where was the key? In my flippin hand the whole time

So today finds me in the doghouse for being a dirty stopout and not texting every half hour to say i was ok oh.. and cos I said I'd be half an hour and then stayed another 4.. lmfao and cos I didn't sort out dinner before I left .. pfftttt

So anyway.. I feel like !!!!!! today - now I remember why I don't drink, lol

Hope everyone's ok? I did read everthing but my brain hasn't the capacity to reply to everyone atm

Awww poor Ethel,

was your head :money: :money: :money: ? Maybe you should have a sandwich on Asprin and dip it in brown sauce? MMMmmmmmm!
Well at least you enjoyed your night!

EthelBloggs

stenny wrote:

Awww poor Ethel,

was your head :money: :money: :money: ? Maybe you should have a sandwich on Asprin and dip it in brown sauce? MMMmmmmmm!
Well at least you enjoyed your night!

Just a bit

gawd this morning I think I was still drunk n I had to go to a meeting, lmfao

I sat very quiet in the corner and tried to look as if i was paying attention. I had the shakes n everything was spinning.. twas horrible

How's you stenny? D-Day isn't it? *huggs*