lilmissmup - the 2010 chapter!

doodledo_2

Awww I am so glad to finally hear you say you know you don't want him back, that is such a massive step forward

gwen80

lilmissmup wrote: »

Yeah.

Thats emails done from me now, some of the words he used were back to game playing so hes obv not gonna change and I know I don't actually wanna be in a relationship with him again so need to steer clear, for some reason I feel guilty not wanting him back when he seems to be so sad still but if he was really sad he would be knocking down my door I guess...

Just need to stay strong.

:rotfl: Can't say I feel sorry for him, he made his bed and he can lie in it.

I don't understand why blokes behave like this, it must be something to do with control...knowing they can have you if they want to... It's really !!!!!! though, if you don't want to be with somebody you need to let them go so they can move on with their lives.

Stay strong LMM! 2010 is a new start for you, put him and his stupid mind games behind you and look to the future!

Gwenx

lilmissmup

doodledo wrote: »

Awww I am so glad to finally hear you say you know you don't want him back, that is such a massive step forward

Thanks hun, TBH I thought it a couple months back but then he started playing up again and I admit I did have a minute blip last night where I thought I might want him back again after a few weeks of realising I don't really.

Its not that I don't love him still co I do, its just I know I don't want to go back to a relationship that was not working anymore

wendz86

Blokes are very odd in their behaviour sometimes!

I think you would be wise to stay away from the 22 year old who likes smoking 'you know what', you don't want to go down that route again..nothing wrong with a little crush though hehe.

Souk08

You sound really posisitve girly. Well done and remember to put yourself first this year. Have a wee read at my diary and see where my latest crush took me!!!

lilmissmup

Yeah don't plan to do anything with the youngster! Hes apparantly hung up on an ex anyway....:p He is nice eye candy though.

Oh Souk didn't even realise you had a diary bad me!!! :o:o:o

lilmissmup

Right spent all evening and £16 on getting all my music transferred from my ipod and updating the software. Been a blinkin nightmare, hate Itunes, had to download a programme to get rip the music from the ipod back onto the pc so wouldn't lose it and I then spent £3 on a software upgrade as had it over two years and never done that.

All sorted now though luckily.

Have been checking out tunechecker.com too, great money saver again by Martin! Some albums can be found for around £5 cheaper. Am so tempted to buy lots of MP3 albums though right now....

lilmissmup

Right naughty me has brought six albums.

The soundtracks for Bugsy Malone, Rocky Horror and Little Shop of Horrors

Also the last Take That album, Best of Sting and The Specials and Bob Marley Best off too, was £25.98 after a £3 voucher....

Music is to cheer me up though.

Now onto saving that £10k

retrocircles

Finally found your new diary! Now you need to be my inspiration to pay off my debt! No pressure.

lilmissmup

Me, Inspiration ?

I need some of that to save my cash