lilmissmup - the 2010 chapter!

lilmissmup

At least I know I will have some lovelies reading along with me too!

Been in a fairly good mood today, for the last week or so I haven't had the dreaded feeling of doom in my stomach that I have had for nearly 6 months and am actually starting to feel more like the girl I was before the split which is good.

I actually signed up as a subscriber to match.com today as they offered me a deal for 6 months for £20, well I would spend that on a night out anyway so thought what the heck, I am not really looking but might be a nice way to chat to others or find someone in another 3 or 4 mths or so!

I need to post my SOA which will come into force from 25/01/2010 which is my next payday, Dad needs to decide how much he wants from me for the bills and food.

Then I will only be paying out for the cats insurance, Sky (moved my account to my Dads), my phone bill and my braces but only have 3 more payments for them anyway of £100.

Brace should be off in 2010 too around August so thats another positive! Must admit I will be glad to get them off as was ok when I was in a relationship when they were fitted in August 08, now feel a bit silly! But they have worked wonders so will feel more attractive once off anyway

Shoe_Gal

You sound really positive, I'm so pleased for you, you deserve the best year in 2010 :A

lilmissmup

Thanks sweetie! I am more postive, even though I have had a few contact blips from him that I shall try not to mention too much less contact has really helped me (again I thank O2 for changing my number so quickly!!) and think being back with my daddy dearest has too as I feel safe here and don't need to worry about bills etc

The cats love it here too which makes me happy cos they need a more settled time after being moved twice too this year! Bless him

Shoe_Gal

lilmissmup wrote: »

He's so cute

lilmissmup

He looks like my Spencer

Karen_30

Wishing you much happiness and all that you deserve in 2010 my lovely. Will be back as of 2010 myself and probably start a new diary myself.

Take care, big hugs xx

lilmissmup

Its New Years Eve!!!! YAY!!!

Roll on 2010!!!

I am spending tonight with my friend and her baby and my other friend and her boyfriend, friend with babies hubby is working tonight as a DJ so we didn't want her to be alone. Should be a good night though.

I am looking forward to starting the new year with my friends, spent last 5 years inside house bored.....:rolleyes:

Shoe_Gal

Have a fab night :j:j

SarahNeedle1872

Happy new diary Dawn, hope 2010 is a better year for all of us!

Sx

Souk08

Enjoy your night bird and HAPPY NEW YEAR when it comes. I'll be whirling around with the gays and some Aldi champers. Canny wait X