Lilmissmups what will 2010 bring diary!

lilmissmup

Hi Karen, thanks for posting.

I have read your posts too, I really hope things keep working out for you and your man.

I am trying to pretend last few days didn't happen but I just feel like I am in limbo right now, don't want to wait around because he might just hurt me even more and hate hes in control as he is deciding what he wants.

Wish this had never happened, I might never hear from him again and don't want to spend next few months wondering if he will contact me. :mad:

Thats at me, am angry at me.

Sorry again, I wanted this diary to be positive but maybe I should hide again for a couple weeks

Souk08

lilmissmup wrote: »

You too.

I am just vegging on the sofa now watching last nights x factor in my new fleece pj's.

Sexy it is not but oh well! LOL!

Hey doll, I'm in my Primark pj's too watching the X. Oh and I've got a pan of soup on! Rock n roll eh!:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

lilmissmup

I am a bit more dressed than earlier, t-shirt from when I went out but fleece pj bottoms on.

Shoe_Gal

Don't you dare hide - you have friends here and we want to help you/cheer you up/distract you - whatever you need

savingholmes

I agree with shoe gal - don't make your diary a perfect happy place - keep it real! More helpful to you and others that way

lilmissmup

I know, your a star but its not a debt issue is it? Its a !!!!!! issue :rolleyes: Sorry for the language....

Shoe_Gal

I know you read my diary - so I know that you know that I hardly ever mention money :rolleyes: it's more an I'm fat and overworked diary

lilmissmup

I know sweetie, I just wanna be happy again, a lotto win so I can escape this country would be a good start.

Karen_30

lilmissmup wrote: »

I know sweetie, I just wanna be happy again, a lotto win so I can escape this country would be a good start.

You will be happy again, whatever happens. Take each day at a time, with the ups and downs. We'll all be here to support you along they way.....as SH say's keep the diary real and here's a really good place to get everything out and written down. Almost a mini life journal

Chin up xxx

P.S - thanks for your good wishes, long way to go yet and again day by day but things looking positive. If it helps I still have days of tears :mad:

lilmissmup

I need to try and keep myself busy this week, doubt I will do anything tomorrow as Mondays tend to drain me a bit at work.

Tuesday night I am off to Land Bingo as its £1 night, my friend who is 8 mths pregnant might be coming so bit of paranoia that the shock of the little old ladies shouting Bingo might scare her into labour or she gets stuck in chairs :rotfl: Thats what my best mate said anyway

Am going on a day out to London next Saturday but need to try and do something one or two other evenings this week and do have Friday off work as need to use up some of my holidays.