Lilmissmups what will 2010 bring diary!

Shoe_Gal

yukkibear wrote: »

Dawn you know you deserve better, it's a shame you had to go through all that but hopefully you can now move on xx

Well said, I agree :A

Souk08

You've done nothing wrong and you know that deep down. Relax and have a lovely weekend, whatever you do XXX

lilmissmup

I invested in some retail therapy today, new cardigan and bag from New Look and pjs and undies from Primark.

Am off to the cinema tonight to see the Heath Ledger thingy with my cineworld vouchers I claimed from Tesco. Wanted to see Zombieland as its halloween but its not on at my cinema :mad:

Thanks for all your replies ladies, I just feel like I am back where i was about 2 months ago now and it could actually get worse still as theres still a chance he could come back into my life.

I did email him yesterday and he replied, part of it made me feel better bout things, part of it makes me worry about him more than ever. I just want him to stop hurting, I wish I could flick a switch and stop my emotions but I can't stop caring about him.

I am going to try and forget these last few days though....not sure if it will work though. :rolleyes:

Shoe_Gal

:j:j for retail therapy

Enjoy the cinema tonight. I am going to a Halloween party but don't really feel like it

I think it would be best if you went back to no contact, you seemed much happier then. Am so :mad: he has messed with your head again!

lilmissmup

Thanks sweetie.

I know I was and thats the plan but all my plans keep going titties up

Film was good, got to drool over Johnny Depp for a bit. Hope your having fun at the party.

Shoe_Gal

Party was good, thanks

Happy Sunday

lilmissmup

You too.

I am just vegging on the sofa now watching last nights x factor in my new fleece pj's.

Sexy it is not but oh well! LOL!

Shoe_Gal

:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl: sounds fab!

lilmissmup

God X Factor was bad last night, I am not sure I can forgive Jedward now for ruining a Queen song, I love Queen.

I did manage to cheer myself up by also watching Harry Hill and The Impressions Show on BBC1, thank god for sky plus!

I apologise for my little "wobble" as Souk08 put it.

To be honest I have no idea if anything will happen with the ex now, I know you will all probably think I am stupid if it does but I can't help it, I still love him, I thought I was a lot more over it but I am definately not.

Anyway whatever happens I have begged him to leave me alone until he sorts his head out so I don't expect to hear from him ever again *half laughing*. Not heard from him for two days now anyway thank god.

Onto money, I am getting £25 quidco next week, but annoyed cos for yet another month Spencers More Than Pet Insurance has rolled over as not received and I ordered it over six months ago. Should raise a ticket I guess.

I also sold my xbox game on Amazon so need to post that off, bit worried cos of strikes though that it will get there or if the guy will pretend it didn't. Prob send recorded just incase.

Karen_30

Hi,

Thought i'd pop in and say hello. See you posting on here and the families board from time to time.

I'm so sorry you have had this little set back, emotions are tough and it's only natural for you to feel as you do. Don't be too hard on yourself. I do hope you manage to pick yourself up.

Keep focusing on the positive that you have had over the past few weeks, these blips will come along, but you'll get through them.

Liking the retail therapy - it's always a good pick me up, although not so good on the dfw side of things :rolleyes: I can't talk much since me and oh went through split and now in process of working things out i've spent a small fortune Although realise this has to stop now, not matter what happens between us....reality hits hard eh :rolleyes:

Anyhow, take good care of yourself and give those kittys a nice big cuddle. My Oscar always makes me smile

Take care,

K xx