lilmissmups moving on and hopefully upwards diary!

lilmissmup

Been out this evening so hiya doodles and shoegal.

I managed another day without attempting contact although did feel a bit weaker today, kinda thinking why no text from him. .

I am going to have to start thinking though soon about the bigger picture, maybe not for another few weeks but i am still half certain i want to move away and therefore I need to get my butt in gear.

Not sure I am ready still though just yet.

Fire_Fox

Start planning the big move, even it's for a years time or whatever. The planning will make your subconscious accept the scary change without it all happening too quickly!

Shoe_Gal

Fire_Fox wrote: »

Start planning the big move, even it's for a years time or whatever. The planning will make your subconscious accept the scary change without it all happening too quickly!

Sounds like good advice :A

doodledo_2

Evening hun. Hows your day been? Got much planned for the weekend?

lilmissmup

Taking male kitty to vet in morning to get microchipped so i can let him out as hes been in since i moved here and going out in evening.

I have now had no contacted or attempted contact with the ex for a week, been feeling low again today though, again wondering why he hasn't text me when i know i shouldn't be.

Fire_Fox

Well done for sticking with the no contact! :T Where are you off to tomorrow evening, and what are you wearing?

lilmissmup

I know its for the best and has to be done but god its hard sometimes

Just going to local pub for a leaving do for someone at our sister company.

Outfit? Prob skinny jeans and a top!

Shoe_Gal

lilmissmup wrote: »

I know its for the best and has to be done but god its hard sometimes

Just going to local pub for a leaving do for someone at our sister company.

Outfit? Prob skinny jeans and a top!

Have a fab time - and love the sound of the outfit Wish I could wear skinny jeans

lilmissmup

I live in them when i go out, hate showing off my legs in skirts and dresses, short chunky things they are :rolleyes:

Anyone know a good way to cheer myself up. Hollyoaks later is not a good way, made me cry and its scary too!

Fire_Fox

Jealous of your ability to wear skinny jeans, I didn't even suit them when I was thinner! Watching Derren Brown just in case he hypnotised me to forget I am the winner of his latest gambling trick. :rolleyes: