The 'I want it NOW!!' debt/savings thread - Part 3

moneymabel

Hi Maria- yes it's prob so you can get SSP, but they shouldn't hassle you like that :-(
Same with you Jen, why the hell is she bugging you when she has the docs note? Stupid woman- perhaps like u say just go and get it over with. Well done on taking the tablet- any questions just ask me or that website I gave you has loadsa advice.

Feeling ok today- just signed up for an Internet based mystery shopping company I found in the Up your income thread. Will just find the address if anyones interested-hang on!

moneymabel

http://edigitalresearch.com/index/becomeems


Here it is. :-) might not be suitable for everyone as you need to register as self employed but thought I'd let you know.

jenjade

right i am off to work again!! i feel really sick is that normal?

What side effects to the tablets did you suffer mm and for how long?

moneymabel

Completely normal- I felt queasy but didn't throw up, lost my appetite, felt shaky in the mornings and felt more depressed to start with. All this is normal and can last for a couple of weeks. You should be fine by Xmas.
Good luck going to work, get it over with and then get yourself home and have a cuppa. I felt very tired for the first few days so if you feel knackered don't worry.

mariagti

Good luck jen

MM- id like to do mystery shopping but the whole tax thing puts me off

moneymabel

Hi Maria, it is easy to go self employed and do tax online but not sure I'd bother if I didn't already have the business.

lilmissmup

Hiya All,

I find I feel most depressed when I wake up in mornings, been really low again these last few days though so not sure if I need my dosage upped when I go back next week for a check up.

Its also been Aunty Flow time though so not sure if its just that but today I feel like I could cry, I have been dreaming of ex getting a new girlfirned last few nights which has been really upsetting me on waking up

I wish I could take a tablet to stop my dreams, I always remember them :rolleyes:

Jen I don't think your work are playing fair contacting you so much, maybe you should go to CAB if it continues.

Maria, big hugs hun xxxx

MM hope the food shopping wasn't too bad!

moneymabel

Hi lilmiss, food shopping was as exciting as I thought it would be :-/
I always feel worse in the mornings as well, I think it's common with depression.

jenjade

right i am back from work. Filled in the form apparently someone from occupational health will contact me to discuss what help is avalible. Had a chat with my manager (well she spoke to me i nodded etc when i needed to) oh and i think i have run out of tears because i didn;t cry

I don't think the tablets have had any effect today i think it is just my head today. i am a bit scared of tablets controlling my feelings. how will i know when i feel happy if the drugs do it for me???

moneymabel

Well done Jen at least thats over with. Not sure what to say about the tablets, I dont think they actually make you happier as such, i think you just feel more positive which makes you happier-like if you wake up on a sunny morning you are more likely to want to get up than on a dark cold rainy morning. When I first started taking them i was petrified of going back to work, now I'm not particularly scared I just don't want to go back because my bosses are idiots!!
Glad you are feeling ok side effect wise some people don't have any so perhaps you are one of the lucky ones!!