time to stop messing around

elantan

slowly in dribs and drabs people are going in to get their results ...my friend picked mine up and it is still a fail ...so i have emailed the marker and asked for an appointment if i am to stay in at uni i need to firgure out what exactly it is they are looking for .....and if i fail the re-sit then i am out of uni and the subject of should i stay or should i go has been taken out of my hands so we will see

hypno06

If everyone HAS failed, then it is a teaching issue, surely? Good luck with sorting things out x

elantan

i think a few have passed now to be honest hypno ...you know the more i am thinking about it the more i am feeling liberated ....i will do my best in my re-sits of that i have no doubt ...but if i fail this time i am out ...and instead of that thought scaring me it actually kinda exictes me ....it's like an answer to a problem in a way ....i am sure you all understand ( i havnt exactly kept it a secret) i aint really enjoying uni at all ...it really is not what i expected at all ...out of all the classes so far i only have enjoyed one.... however i did agree to finish first year as it has been paid for by the people of Scotland and i feel it would be disrespectful of me not to...but i was never sure about second year and further so for a good while now i have been going through the should i should i not stage with it all ...if i fail the second time then i obviously am not what the university is looking for (think i know this already lol) and i dont get to continue ...now i will put my best into this second attempt but i honestly still think the first attempt isnt too bad...ok i am not saying what the uni want me to say but i still think i made a good arguement....so i might not get to stay at uni the choice might be taken away from me and that in it's own way feels very liberating...does that make sense to anyone?

elantan

hmmm i have had a few people on the phone from uni now saying i am taking this too lightly ...i should be more upset as i only got a marginal fail and i shouldve got a pass (i still have to see my paper to see what they are talking about lol) but apparently i am not crying about it enough (not at all truth to be told) and i really should be taking this more seriously ...some how i just cant seem to get up the effort about it that they seem to think i should ...i think that speaks volumes

elantan

maybe i am in shock lol lol lol

The_Dragon

elantan wrote: »

maybe i am in shock lol lol lol

Deffo in shock El! That's your reason for not reacting and you are sticking with it :rotfl:

elantan

think i will go and play with my duplo bricks and slabber all down myself instead lol lol lol .... i know i just honestly still cant get together any real emotion about it ...i must be in shock

ZTD

elantan wrote: »

well i got my results of my first module i failed ...have to admit was a bit puzzled by this as ok the paper aint great but i didnt think it was total rubbish ...so i chatted to a few from class and it appears the whole class has failed ...so uni was phoned and it appears that there is a problem with the online information...so i might not have failed and i might not have passed...hmmmm we'll see ...some people had a letter beside there name (this seems to be their grade) mine doesnt so we'll see

Hmm... :think: ...difficult to decide if this university sucks or blows...

ZTD

elantan wrote: »

think i will go and play with my duplo bricks and slabber all down myself instead lol lol lol .... i know i just honestly still cant get together any real emotion about it ...i must be in shock

Or you're seeing it as a big steaming pile...

That's naughty. All Eddie Kashun is valuable, even if it's an adult playing with duplo bricks...

elantan

ZTD wrote: »

Or you're seeing it as a big steaming pile...

That's naughty. All Eddie Kashun is valuable, even if it's an adult playing with duplo bricks...

i am starting to see this as a learning curve....i still somehow cant seem to conjure up enough emotion about it either and i have now had a few more on the phone panicking angry etc etc