Depression Support Thread

Jo_R_2

Hi all

Not long been back from meeting OH. Unfortunately didn't get anything resolved; I think all we both know is for now we do want to be together but that we can argue til the cows come home...! Strange as really because up until I met him I was the least argumentative person I know. Not a walkover but quite reasoned and restrained. But there's just something about him that sets me off when we disagree No one else has that effect on me, I can't explain it!

He's gonna come round tomorrow after work. There was a slight glimmer of hope at the end, like he'd actually understood what I was saying and thinking, so maybe, just maybe we might resolve this at last.

Night all, gonna sign off soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jo_R_2

House is really quiet, it's just me here as LOs have gone off with their dad and stepmum for the weekend to the beach. They were really excited bless them, and I've got til Monday afternoon to myself. Been pottering round a bit, been on here, and had friends texting asking if I'm out tonight. I might have a very, very quiet one - to be honest as I don't drink, I can sit and make a soft drink last for ages, so all I end up paying for is getting to and from town, a couple of drinks, and maybe entry to a club if we go.

OH texted this morning. He's coming round later, he's been at work this morning. I think we're going to have more talks (god I'm sick of talking.) I want to resolve things one way or another as I hate having things hanging over us. I have a feeling what's going to happen is he's not going to compromise. I can understand he wants a holiday, so maybe I might just say I'll be okay with him going on holiday if he can give me the reassurances I need about his commitment to us. I'm not sure.

Hope everyone is having a good weekend - it's bright and sunny outside so hope to make the most of it!

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Tulip

Hi Everyone,

Hope you are all well,I am fine today,I had my parents come and see me this morning which was nice,I went to get a new Nintendo ds game called Carnival funfair Game which is great fun to play I went for a walk afterwards along the seafront and it was lovely,saw my parents again sitting on a bench and I sat down as well for 5 minutes until I wanted to go home and play the game :rotfl: I played on it for an hour till about 1pm and then I made lunch of Macarooni cheese and I had syrup sponge and custard for pudding

relaxing now for the rest of the day


*hugs* to everyone that needs one


love and light,

Katie xxx

Amber_Sunshine

OMG I'm scarred for life - as if this week hasn't been bad enough, I've just seen my flatmate wearing the most hideous pair of 70s Y-fronts :eek:

Sugar_Coated_Owl

I used to post on this thread everyday but for some reason stopped posting. So hello to all the new people that have joined since I've been gone.

This week, especially today I've felt so bad. I haven't felt really for quite sometime. I've cried everyday this week. I've had this week off work and not done anything, which I'm sure has made me feel worse. I just don't have anyone to do anything with, it's so lonely. I feel like I may as well not exist, no-one seems to even notice me anyway, so it's no real loss.

I watched a programme last night on C4 called 'Watch me Disappear' it was about the people that are buried each year and have no mourners at their funeral. Two died and no-one even noticed. I think one had been dead for a year! It was very sad to watch and at the back of my mind I believe I'll be one of those people who just dies and no-one notices.

I was tempted today to take the box of Nytol that I had and sleep the rest of the day/evening.

Amber_Sunshine

I'll be the person who dies and gets eaten by their 50 cats.

KentishLady

Amber_Sunshine wrote: »

I'll be the person who dies and gets eaten by their 50 cats.

:rotfl:

That'll be me as well then .

I always joke with my sister that when we are both old and our DH are no longer with us (cos the women in our family always outlive the men by many years) we'll be living in some huge dilapidated house filled with the oldest, ugliest smelliest cats you can imagine and we'll be happy as pigs in !!!!.

KL.

KentishLady

razorbladekisses wrote: »

I used to post on this thread everyday but for some reason stopped posting. So hello to all the new people that have joined since I've been gone.

This week, especially today I've felt so bad. I haven't felt really for quite sometime. I've cried everyday this week. I've had this week off work and not done anything, which I'm sure has made me feel worse. I just don't have anyone to do anything with, it's so lonely. I feel like I may as well not exist, no-one seems to even notice me anyway, so it's no real loss.

I watched a programme last night on C4 called 'Watch me Disappear' it was about the people that are buried each year and have no mourners at their funeral. Two died and no-one even noticed. I think one had been dead for a year! It was very sad to watch and at the back of my mind I believe I'll be one of those people who just dies and no-one notices.

I was tempted today to take the box of Nytol that I had and sleep the rest of the day/evening.

Can't think of anything inspiring to say that might make you feel better. SO sending you hugs instead.

KL.

KentishLady

Amber_Sunshine wrote: »

OMG I'm scarred for life - as if this week hasn't been bad enough, I've just seen my flatmate wearing the most hideous pair of 70s Y-fronts :eek:

Heh if DH wasn't locked up in hospital I might have been worried he had decamped abroad!!!!!!! Did I ever tell you guys about the time he went round to the corner shop in his underpants?............

KL.

Amber_Sunshine

Now, I have gone out in my slippers, but I always remember to wear my jeans :rotfl: