Depression Support Thread

Diamond78

CCStar wrote: »

I feel dreadful - didn't get to sleep till 6am

Our son had mates around and it kept us awake and he didn't put his rubbish out like he promised.

I was meant to be going out with my mother but I feel too ill and she's not understanding when I feel ill.

I don't feel supported by my OH or mother. Our son gets away with murder and I am pulled up for everything - expected to be perfect and put up with bad behaviour. I feel bullied. I swear if I had had a brother he would have been the golden child and me the black sheep. Are all parents this soft on boys/males - no wonder they behave badly, they get away with it.

It's making me want to die or run away.

Awww, I wish I was close, I would support you. I am the black sheep in the family and my brother is the golden boy. But I have come to realise that neither my mum or brother will ever understand me. My mum lives abroad so only see her once a year and even then we dont get on.

If I could, I would run away with my son but we have no where to go so are stuck in this hole of a struggle. sometimes I feel going abroad and living with my mum but i just cant bring myself to do it. I cant cope with my mum moaning and going on and on. I am use to being on my own now and would find it very difficult living with anyone else.My son is playing up, i think he is finding things really tough and hard.

Life is such a B@@@@ but in time things will become a little easier and less stressful.HUGS x

Horasio

Diamond78 wrote: »

Awww, I wish I was close, I would support you. I am the black sheep in the family and my brother is the golden boy. But I have come to realise that neither my mum or brother will ever understand me. My mum lives abroad so only see her once a year and even then we dont get on.

If I could, I would run away with my son but we have no where to go so are stuck in this hole of a struggle. sometimes I feel going abroad and living with my mum but i just cant bring myself to do it. I cant cope with my mum moaning and going on and on. I am use to being on my own now and would find it very difficult living with anyone else.My son is playing up, i think he is finding things really tough and hard.

Life is such a B@@@@ but in time things will become a little easier and less stressful.HUGS x

Thank you - I don't feel so feel alone

Sorry you are having it tough too

((((Big hugs))))

TangledMemories_2

Hi all,

Have to admit I'm having a bad day today. Only just stopped crying.
Received a letter from RBS today saying they want £9k off me before tuesday - £8k of which is a loan I haven't defaulted on since 2004.

Really really not coping with everything at the moment...thought I was, but I'm not.

Horasio

TangledMemories wrote: »

Hi all,

Have to admit I'm having a bad day today. Only just stopped crying.
Received a letter from RBS today saying they want £9k off me before tuesday - £8k of which is a loan I haven't defaulted on since 2004.

Really really not coping with everything at the moment...thought I was, but I'm not.

:mad::mad:Banks

Give em hell - that doesn't sound right but RBS aren't the most efficient bank

(((Big Hugs)))

gario900

Hope your all Ok
Rushing about like a blue ersed flea

Catch up laterz xxx

PS hows the head saz? xx

:beer: :beer: :beer:

Sazbo

gario900 wrote: »

Hope your all Ok
Rushing about like a blue ersed flea

Catch up laterz xxx

PS hows the head saz? xx

:beer: :beer: :beer:

Sazzy xxx

LadyMorticia

Sazbo wrote: »

Sazzy xxx

Lol. That is just so cute.

meyore

poppycracker wrote: »

where did everyone go??

hi all, thought I'd got lost there for a while, couldn't find the thread!

how are we tonight? (((hugs))) to everyone who is having a bad time, CCStar, rose and meeyore especially.

I've had a really bad couple of weeks which is why I haven't been online at all. OH is in hospital, has been since the beginning of April, he had a 11cm wide cyst on his pancreas which was causing all the different symptoms he's had since November. They managed to drain it Tuesday last week, but then the pneumonia that had been brewing for a while hit him hard and he's been down in ICU twice this weekend. Ended up with scratches all down my left arm from sitting in the waiting room the first night he went down to ICU because I got a phone call in the middle of the night saying would I come in because they had the crash cart and all sorts out 'just in case'.....

The only good thing was that my Dad and my Nan were here at the time so at least there was someone here to talk to when I got back. God, I miss my Floss :S .

The latest is that his insides seem to be sorting themselves out slowly, the pancreas surgeon wants him to have an Op, he don't wanna have it :rolleyes: . His breathing is getting better, and he's looking less like a corpse, but now it seems his nose-swab for MRSA was positive this afternoon, so goodness knows how that's going to turn out!

So, it's just me sitting here, telling myself its going to get better....

((((((big hugs)))))) again to anyone who needs one

PC

Thanks poppycracker for thinking of me

Hope you're coping ok, sounds like you're having a bit of a nightmare at the moment. If its any consolation my Grandpa caught MRSA on 2 seperate occasions and he got over it fine both times. You've got the right attitude though, being positive.

Xx

meyore

Sazbo wrote: »

Sazzy xxx

Aw, poor saz-you're damn cute though! :rotfl:

Xx

Sazbo

meyore wrote: »

Aw, poor saz-you're damn cute though! :rotfl:

Xx

lol, I didn't want to scare anyone with an actual picture of me :rotfl:

how's you today meyore hun?

sx