Depression Support Thread

Sazbo

Diamond78 wrote: »

Hello All,
Well I have good news for you all. I went to the council and waited ages and told them Im not moving till I get the key. And I got the key!!
Thank god for that.Im so happy I will be getting out of here but dreading it.All the moving, unpacking, trying to get settled, Its going to take me ages. Now I have to arrange a van. An old friend of mine which i hadnt seen in years, said he could get a van from work and will try do it for me tomorrow. But its not defianate. I have so much stuff, I have done a lot of packing.But still have to try and dismantle my double bed, disconnect the washing machine, pack the rest of stuff but I have no boxes left.I asked a friend if she could help me but she said she had to wait till her granddaughter goes back to school.I have always helped my friend, all I needed was an extra 2 hands to help with a few bits. But when ever I ask her for help, Its always the same type of excuse.
Anyway, my head is all over the place. I have so much stuff to do and so many places to ring, I feel lost and confused.I wont be online as of tomorrow. Dont know how long for but I hope you all know how grateful I am to you all for being there for me and giving me encouragement and support when ppl in my life I know and have, havent bothered with me.Chat to u al soon everyone, HUGS n LOVE 2U all xxxx

Fantastic news diamond. Main thing is you've got the keys, I hate moving with a passion - but you'll get there, by hook or by crook:) We'll miss you... come back soon! :wave:

Much love,
sazzy xxxxxxxx

Diamond78

gillette147 wrote: »

I love any thread that includes the phrase "I'm so happy"
xxx

awwww thanx hun xx
it makes such a change doesnt it xx

Diamond78

Sazbo wrote: »

Fantastic news diamond. Main thing is you've got the keys, I hate moving with a passion - but you'll get there, by hook or by crook:) We'll miss you... come back soon! :wave:

Much love,
sazzy xxxxxxxx

Im going to miss u all too....im trying to sort out things but arrgghh some things are hard.Done mobile,bank,child ben., tv licence have been informed of change of address.I have to pay BT £120 even though there is a BT box in the property. I dont want to go with virgin.Ive just booked sky. I noticed there was no heating when I went over to the house. Do I have to contact British Gas?Lol I dont know what Im doing. How am I going to get broadband when I cant get a bt line?Any suggestions ?
Hugs to you all xxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Diamond I'm so pleased to hear your good news :j Yay! I hope it all goes smoothly for you. We will all miss you lots. I hope you come back real soon. (((HUGS))) xxx

Steph I'm sorry to hear of your break up (((HUGS))) for you. If you ever need to chat you know where I am.

shazrobo

fantastic news diamond, good luck with the move. we will miss you, hope your back online soon
big hugs
shaz xxx

Tulip

Hi Diamond,

fantastic news,Good Luck with the move,hope you settle in soon Hope to see you online sometime


*hugs*


love and light,

Katie xxx

Tulip

Hi Everyone,

Hope you are well,I am fine,had a good day,sang on karioke,got rechargeable batteries for my camera and walkman to save me from buying batteries at £3.00 only for them to die and I have to throw them out again,this way I am saving money too

I am watching tv in a minute and going to relax before bed


Have a lovely evening


*hugs* to those that need one


love and light,

Katie xxx

Tulip

Hi Everyone,

I will chat tomorrow


Night! Night!


love and light,

Katie xxx

meyore

Hi everyone, I know I haven't been around much recently, just been plodding on and trying my best to get on with stuff. Sometimes thats easier than others. I was impressed yesterday because it was the first day since OHs been gone that I didn't cry-little steps... Thanks for thinking of me tiff

Just went back to work today after a week off. They're being pigs to me there at the moment and its making me stressed. I was feeling so positive this morning, but by lunch time that was gone and replaced with downtrodden meyore :rolleyes: They're being really unflexible and making me take all this annual leave while OH is away. They're fully aware of my situation, but conveniently they only allow me time off when OH is away... I've decided to start applying for new jobs, taking control and responsibility for myself, I think it will help me feel more positive.

OH has gone away and I probably won't get to see him now until june He's doing his c+e driving in Yorkshire and thats too far away from Cornwall to drive to for a weekend. I'm hoping to see him on at least one of the bank holidays that are coming up, but it doesn't seem likely. Its so hard because we were inseperable and now I can't even talk to him when I need to. Things will be better when we're married. We've decided to wait until next summer so we can save up and have a special day.

I'm suffering with anxiety again recently, nothing crippling, but its not nice. Today has been one of those days where I haven't been able to catch my breath, so I sat there at work feeling really out of it. I've seen a book that I might buy about how to deal with anxiety...could be worth a try. I guess it can't make me worse.

Signed up for an accountancy course starting in September. Its something I've been meaning to do since I left college so I'm pleased. OH twisted my arm, he doesn't like me sitting round moping and wants me to do something that I enjoy, or at least something more productive!

I'm sure a lot more has been going on with me than I can remember to tell you, but my memory is pretty poor at the best of times Hi to everyone, I won't name you all because I'm bound to forget someone and offend them... Big (((HUGS))) to you all Xx

Diamond78

meyore wrote: »

Hi everyone, I know I haven't been around much recently, just been plodding on and trying my best to get on with stuff. Sometimes thats easier than others. I was impressed yesterday because it was the first day since OHs been gone that I didn't cry-little steps... Thanks for thinking of me tiff

Just went back to work today after a week off. They're being pigs to me there at the moment and its making me stressed. I was feeling so positive this morning, but by lunch time that was gone and replaced with downtrodden meyore :rolleyes: They're being really unflexible and making me take all this annual leave while OH is away. They're fully aware of my situation, but conveniently they only allow me time off when OH is away... I've decided to start applying for new jobs, taking control and responsibility for myself, I think it will help me feel more positive.

OH has gone away and I probably won't get to see him now until june He's doing his c+e driving in Yorkshire and thats too far away from Cornwall to drive to for a weekend. I'm hoping to see him on at least one of the bank holidays that are coming up, but it doesn't seem likely. Its so hard because we were inseperable and now I can't even talk to him when I need to. Things will be better when we're married. We've decided to wait until next summer so we can save up and have a special day.

I'm suffering with anxiety again recently, nothing crippling, but its not nice. Today has been one of those days where I haven't been able to catch my breath, so I sat there at work feeling really out of it. I've seen a book that I might buy about how to deal with anxiety...could be worth a try. I guess it can't make me worse.

Signed up for an accountancy course starting in September. Its something I've been meaning to do since I left college so I'm pleased. OH twisted my arm, he doesn't like me sitting round moping and wants me to do something that I enjoy, or at least something more productive!

I'm sure a lot more has been going on with me than I can remember to tell you, but my memory is pretty poor at the best of times Hi to everyone, I won't name you all because I'm bound to forget someone and offend them... Big (((HUGS))) to you all Xx

Im sorry your having a rough time with work. But I am seeing positive thoughts which you should be proud of. Your going to do a course,looking for a new job,seeing your OH on a bank holiday, that is all positive thoughts which you must think of when your having a down moment. Ignore the pigs at work. I know its hard but think of you being a new job soon. As for the anxiety, gosh, mine is awful at the mo. I suggest you go docs and mention it. Your under stress which makes it worse and your work is not helping. So keeping looking for a job coz you will find the best one.

Im off now everyone. I dont think I will be on for a good while as I cant get a landline sorted.Im not paying BT£124 to get connected. Id rather use that money and go away with my son coz we are going to need it. He is still up and excited. I know he should be sleeping but his very over tired and excited. I can hardly move, my knees is giving me major pain, its that time of the month with the blob, and my back has gone as I disconnected the washing machine.Ha, dont need a man after all. I havent dismantled the bed as I have no energy.I cannot move. I still havent packed everything and I still need some boxes. My friend doesnt know what time he will come over with the van. I still havent told the pig landlord upstairs I am going. My son has an appointment tomorow at 10.30 for his family therapy, I still havent got the gas sorted. Need to find out what water board the company is going to be. Arrgghhh so much and I feel like a zombie and brain dead.

Im going to miss you all so much. How am i going to get broadband. I so want it, but cant see a way.My course is due to start soon and I cant face going. I have waited ages for this course but I dont know, shall see.
Hope you all look after yourselves, please when you have a low and sad day, put some happy music on, think of the sun and that oneday you will be lying on the beach listening to those waves.

When you feel so down, go and see the doc, theres no harm and there are some good docs still about. I now have to register with a new doc, more stress, Im going to end up without my med and i am going to feel worse. I have to cancel hospital app for my back to as I have sky engineer coming round. I feel I have made a mess of things already, Im so unorganised.But I have had not one soul help me with my packing.Its been so soo hard and its taken all my energy away. I dont even know what is in what box or bag. Its times like this when I really wish I had some proper family and friends. Atleast one friend is trying with the van. But thats it, no one else.My poor son has had to put up with my mood,he has been so good bless him I feel so bad and guilty I have not taken him anywhere, so I am going to make sure I do at the weekend.
Thank you all once again for being my friend and not giving up on me. There is always some one here to lift my mood and I hope oneday I will be able to lift your moods. Keep up the good work everyone, im so proud of you all xxxx