Depression Support Thread

ilovegreatdanes

hi juno.....hope you have a lovely trip.3 clues, eh?getting quite the interlectual now arnt you?i dont like the crytic clues, prefer the others.i love sudoku best.

juno

It did take me all the way from Birmingham to Aberystwyth to get the 3 clues I hate cryptic crosswords. I normally can't do anything. I've also told my friend we have to buy the Times tomorrow so I can see if I was right

Diamond78

Hello All, just quickly passing through to say hi. Im off to bed in a mo as not feeling great,sorry havent been around as much as not doing well.But I promise will be back soon.I dont want any of u to think i dont care coz I care about you all.Am really strugglying with the housing stuff,I cant even put a smile on my face or even force a smile out.Before I could pretend for so long,have no energy now.I know I need to get a grip,Im not taking my meds properly either so I know thats not helping.Just fed up with takin meds every single day.
Juno sorry about the wedding.
queenswayboy, it depends where your going to be travelling and what kind of travel card you buy. You can buy a oneday bus travel card,so you can only go on buses and trams in the zones it states.The best travel card is a oneday one which you can travel on tube,train and buses.If your going to the tourist areas its usually zone 1 or 2 but when yuou buy it they will tell you.
Better go as littleman is still up, being trying so hard to get him sleep early. I have to stay in the bedroom with him otherwise he gets scared, he knows when i get out of the bed and the bloody noisey boiler wakes him up so he checks for me.Not fair, I have o live like this-ive suffered enough as it is.
I cant even watch tvt in the room coz I get no signal and ive tried getting a freeview but stil no signal, lets just hope i will be out of here soon

Sending you all BIG BIG HUGS xx

poppycracker

good evening folks

I'm having a very bad day too feely, so ((((((big hugs))))) to you.

:hello: and ((((hugs)))) too to Tulip, ilgd, juno, meyore (congrats by the way on the engagement!), rbk, saz, shaz, qwb, gilly, diamond, horace and everyone else I've missed, and a welcome :hello: to aknot ( I love that film!)

juno, hope you have a good time in Wales, ditto QWB in London. It's a great place, just dont let the tube give you the heebie-jeebies like my OH!

hope everyone whos had a bad day today has a better day tomorrow

PC

Stephb1986_2

Hi everyone as i promised i would post pics of my new car when my phone was playing nice well ive got it working and here's a photo of snobbers

http://www1.snapfish.co.uk/slideshow/AlbumID=220843389/PictureID=4741456035/a=125414586_125414586/t_=125414586

I hope you like him

Steph xxx

weegie.geek

aknot wrote: »

I went to the Doctors today as I have been feeling down for quite some time so he gave me a medical questionaire and out of 27 points I scored 23, so now im on 20mg of fluoxetine and also need counselling.

Isn't life great, no not really.

You and me have had words in other parts of the forum, so I hope you're not messing about here. Say what you like to and about me, but don't insult the others in this thread by mocking their illness.

I'll give you the benefit of the doubt for now. What kind of counselling are they referring you to? Any idea what the waiting lists are like in your area? That can be the worst bit. The wait in between the doc confirming there's something wrong with you, and actually making a start on fixing it.

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

I am off to pottery class this morning,I got woken up in the night at 1.45am to my flat buzzer going off,It was so annoying too,then I went back to sleep and it went again at 3.45am as well so didnt get up to answer that.Managed to wake at 8am as I set my alarm clock or I would oversleep

Have a lovely day everyone

*hugs* to those that need one


love and light,

Katie xxx

Diamond78

Hi poppycracker,sorry your having a bad day.Have a huge hug from me, I know it doesnt help but dont know what else to say really.

Seems a lot of us lately are having a tough time.No sunshine here 2day so that doesnt help. It makes me feel happy when the sun is out but I dont go anywhere to enjoy the sunshine and only my front door gets the sun.But then again, when its cold and raining I like being indoors and listen to the rain,makes me feel calm and relaxed.
I went to view a house 2day.The counicl have said they will help me find a private landlord, so it means they will help with the deposit.Its a bit far from my sons school,it would mean a lot of walking and 2 buses.Not great as I cant walk for to long from my back and knee pain.But I am desperate to get out this awful place im living in.The rooms were tiny, dont think I could even fit a wardrobe in either room but I dont care as long as I get out of here.The guy from the council said he will ring me monday to let me know if i can move in or not.Like why cant he tell me today rather than make me wait till monday.They get my hopes up and then knock me back when suddenly the property has gone to someone else.So am going to pray and pray and keep my fingers crossed it goes through. I wish life wasnt such a struggle all the time.I am still smoking and really angry with myself as I have let down my son and myself by smoking.I hate it but still cant stop.But I will oneday.
I wish things would start looking up for me and my son. He is so precious to me,I feel so lost and lonely when he is at school.I worry every second about him.I wish they could stay babies all the time so you can protect them 24/7.
I read the story about the girl who was beaten all because she was a goth. Why are ppl so sick and evil to do such horrendous things to ppl? It makes me so scared.
anyway enough of me going on. Hope everyone else is ok and feeling well.Hugs to you all xxx

feelinggood_2

Managed to phone the Pyschiatrist, appointment is at the end of April. Thought it was sooner than that. Back to GP next week and will talk to her about things. Head is a bit of a mess, but I'm focusing on staying in the moment, and challenging my thoughts. Sponsor thinks that my head is trying to revert back to depression because that is what it knows and it is more comfortable with that than the feelings and stuff that I've got going on at the moment.

Hope everyone else who is struggling has a better day today.

Diamond78

feelinggood wrote: »

Managed to phone the Pyschiatrist, appointment is at the end of April. Thought it was sooner than that. Back to GP next week and will talk to her about things. Head is a bit of a mess, but I'm focusing on staying in the moment, and challenging my thoughts. Sponsor thinks that my head is trying to revert back to depression because that is what it knows and it is more comfortable with that than the feelings and stuff that I've got going on at the moment.

Hope everyone else who is struggling has a better day today.

Hi feelinggood.Glad you got your app. I have my 1st app with a new pysiatrist in a few weeks. Dont know how I feel, bit worried,anxious and all the rest of it.In a way its a relief but it feels like starting all over again. Having to talk about my life,the past and now.My gp i was seeing has also left so now I have to see another gp.I feel a pain when i go to the gp about the way I feel.Do you think they get fed up with me?
Im sorry your heads a bit of a mess at the moment.Its strange how we can be ok and a bit fine for a while, then something can bring us down again.I wish I had a cure or miracle for everyone but I havent.Im here if you need a chat hun xx