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mizmir

P - what happened with DP? Saw on other thread you have had to let him go? Did the lady with the other horse not work out? really sorry hun.

pania

Hiya.

Yes the lady with the other horses would've worked out but it was more a time thing than anything else. the poor love needed someone that could spend more than 20 minutes a day with him, and love him and have fun with him. realistically i just couldn't do that. He is 4 years old and needs so much dedication at this time of life. the only thing that i am compelled to be dedicated to is work and that only as i am bloomin scared of loosing my job all the time! I know that ultimately i made the right choice for him, as much as it hurts. I can still right the ladies horse but don't have to commit any time to it so it isn't a tie and DP was suffering as a result of me not being able to give him the time he needed.

Still bloomin painful but more an ache today than the raw pain it was watching him leave yesterday. anyway.. on to more cheerful things....

Snaggles

Just wanted to send you a hug P, I've just read your other thread. xxx

pania

thanks snaggles. feeling better today though thank goodness. hope you are doing ok in snaggleland too. xxx

mizmir

pania wrote: »

Hiya.

Yes the lady with the other horses would've worked out but it was more a time thing than anything else. the poor love needed someone that could spend more than 20 minutes a day with him, and love him and have fun with him. realistically i just couldn't do that. He is 4 years old and needs so much dedication at this time of life. the only thing that i am compelled to be dedicated to is work and that only as i am bloomin scared of loosing my job all the time! I know that ultimately i made the right choice for him, as much as it hurts. I can still right the ladies horse but don't have to commit any time to it so it isn't a tie and DP was suffering as a result of me not being able to give him the time he needed.

Still bloomin painful but more an ache today than the raw pain it was watching him leave yesterday. anyway.. on to more cheerful things....

Really sorry - but well done you on choosing what is good for him rather than what you want. Sounds like the children he has now will be able to give him lots of time and attention.

How are the plans on the work front coming along?

Snaggles

pania wrote: »

thanks snaggles. feeling better today though thank goodness. hope you are doing ok in snaggleland too. xxx

Yes, everything going okay here thanks - nothing that a dose of antihistamine for my itchy eyes wouldn't fix anyway, but unfortunately they make me fall asleep and in about 5 minutes I am babysitting my friend's children (age 3 and 1) as well as my own two monkeys, so tiredness isn't an option!

Jaffa cakes are good for cheering you up.....

redsquirrel80

Afternoon P :hello: Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better today. What's your plans for the coming week (apart from work work work )?

pania

erm... work, mystery shop.. work... run (hopefully)... work... he he

how about you?

boredofbeingathome

Good for you P, it sounds like another busy week.

pania

Even been working today... time off? wossat?

I feel a new diary coming on....