Really really bad family issue : I need guidance

Charleyalmostking

I never used any names in the original post and have changed the names in these threads for that very reason.

thats exactly what I thought . It's like that though they don't care how i feel as long as they don't look bado or they'd make me to be the bad person to protect them. I've cottoned on about this since was 16 and more so since meeting my fiancee .

i've honestly tried to bite my tounge or to put myself out there to be the one building bridges but having a long think and thinking about the little things they've done or said proves that they don't want to build those bridges. and that's okay - I've got a lot to look forward to and I can rebuild myself, again like i've done so in the past . keeping myself to myself
Thank you for your help everyone