Baby steps to mortgage freedom for beanielou.

beanielou

milann wrote: »

Let your emotions do as they will....better out than in;)
Hope you get through the day ok and manage a rest.
Family from Englandshire sounds just what you need for the weekend :beer::beer::beer:

Kept it in, it wasent the time or the place.

They played Jonny Cash 'Hurt' WAS very hard to keep control at that point.

hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have…

girlatplay

Thinking of you, and also your Mum, at this very tough time xx

beanielou

girlatplay wrote: »

Thinking of you, and also your Mum, at this very tough time xx

Thank you so much xx

milann

The Johnny Cash song would have been enough for me to let any emotions I had just tumble out. It’s always the songs that get me. Got to admit I’ve never heard that song before.
Try to have a chilled evening doing something that relaxes you a bit.

HairyHandofDartmoor

Sorry about your Mum's cat Beanie and the memorial service you had to go to . Sad things often come together, but happy things are often not far behind as a consolation.

I always wear black to funerals or memorial services unless I'm specifically told not to, but I must be a bit old fashioned .

beanielou

milann wrote: »

The Johnny Cash song would have been enough for me to let any emotions I had just tumble out. It’s always the songs that get me. Got to admit I’ve never heard that song before.
Try to have a chilled evening doing something that relaxes you a bit.

Thank you

beanielou

HairyHandofDartmoor wrote: »

Sorry about your Mum's cat Beanie and the memorial service you had to go to . Sad things often come together, but happy things are often not far behind as a consolation.

I always wear black to funerals or memorial services unless I'm specifically told not to, but I must be a bit old fashioned .

Thank you.

In fact nobody had black on at all.

sashybo

*Hugs* to you and your mum over losing her cat. My mum had to have her cat PTS very suddenly last week and he was only 8 so it was a big shock. It's hard to lose them.

Hope you can get a good sleep tonight.

beanielou

sashybo wrote: »

*Hugs* to you and your mum over losing her cat. My mum had to have her cat PTS very suddenly last week and he was only 8 so it was a big shock. It's hard to lose them.

Hope you can get a good sleep tonight.

So sorry to read about your mums cat.

Thanks.

Bubblesmum

Love and hugs Beanie

Sounds as if you were really strong today for everyone else, be kind to yourself in the next 24hrs xx