Baby steps to mortgage freedom for beanielou.

beanielou

I am going out for a family lunch today.
So don’t want to go but there we are.
Just sometimes I really don’t like my life much at all.

beanielou

I will also be having visitors.
My kitchen floor is just filthy.
I am not able to wash it or even hoover it.
How embarrassing.

beanielou

So I think I have made the difficult decision to go for private physio.
All I know is I can not ;t go on like this.
I really can not not ;t do this anymore.

I am surprised I have any readers left.

2Lancahire_Lassie

beanielou wrote: »

I will also be having visitors.
My kitchen floor is just filthy.
I am not able to wash it or even hoover it.
How embarrassing.

They are there to see you not your floor.
I haven't read all your post but will catch up.
Send them in the back way so floor gets dirty , valid reason for not cleaning. Hope you feel better soon xx

slowlyfading

I hope you're feeling a bit more positive now. I think that deciding to go to a physio will hopefully help you a bit.

I know this is a random question, but which supermarket do you use for your shopping?

Sun_Addict

Sorry to read things still not good. It's a shame you have to go private to get the sort of physio you need, is there nothing at all available on the NHS? Hope the lunch turned out better than you expected, sometimes when you don't feel like going somewhere but end up going anyway you enjoy it more than you think. Hopefully if nothing else it will take your mind off things for a bit. And as said above, the visitors are coming to see you not your floor.

please-let-me-be-lucky

Echoing what everyone else has said. Floor not a problem, doubt they’ll even notice, and if they do it’s only right that they’d offer to help clean it considering your current incapacity!!

Hope lunch was nice Xx

beanielou

Slowly Fading. I use Iceland & Aldi when I can get there.
Unfortunately a 20 minute drive which I can!!!8217;t manage at present.
Hope you are enjoying the holidays. .

beanielou

Sun_Addict wrote: »

Sorry to read things still not good. It's a shame you have to go private to get the sort of physio you need, is there nothing at all available on the NHS? Hope the lunch turned out better than you expected, sometimes when you don't feel like going somewhere but end up going anyway you enjoy it more than you think. Hopefully if nothing else it will take your mind off things for a bit. And as said above, the visitors are coming to see you not your floor.

Nothing available in a time scale I can deal with.
I feel like a child who wants to stamp their foot & say make it go away.

Lunch was lovely so was glad I went.

Second batch of relies arriving tonight.

I have returned to bed.
The medication is really knocking me out.

abba1772

Sorry your struggling beanie

I used a private physio until my nhs appointment came in which was a year after I had been referred by my doctor and can I just say what a difference it made to me, just having someone explain to me why I was hurting so much and show me exercises that could relieve my pain was definately life changing xx