Need to get myself together: The beginning

reality_check

Me too! As soon as I am home and no I am not going out, pyjamas on and dressing down on! Or if I have to go back out, sometimes just put it on over my clothes! xx

Hiddenidenity

Have a lovely night Monz x

monz

Please be nice!! lol



It was an ok night. Had a pretty rough weekend with some things and on Saturday I really told my boy off and feel abso awful. Without saying what happened I told him off but I was really near enough shouting at him n went on for a bit. I should never have lost my temper and my poor boy was so upset. I put my phone off rest the weekend and just had me n him weekend and cdnt apologise enough and pinky promised him I will not raise my voice again. Poor we soul been through enough bullying at school to be told off at home, I am disgusted with myself. Hes so sensitive and I just made it worse Will be working on next few months gotta try get his confidence up cos noticed hes really sensitive with loads things. I am just feeling like a bad person and that n so drained. I dont even want to talk to anyone now.

31 days to payday xx

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Aw monz, I don't have kids so never been in this situation but I think every parent at some point will have done this.

Try not to be to hard on yourself and you will both be fine.

Dxxx

abba1772

Don't be too hard on yourself sometimes a good telling off does wonders as it shows the kids they've went too far so stop beating yourself up xx

monz

Thanks

Last night I really had a good night. Me and my boy sat in and watched Goosebumps and today hes off to school as a skeleton... would not pose for a pic as "the dead dont pose mum".... my bad

30 days until payday. Last night there was a bargain on the new Kylo Ren ride from £80 to £53 and I had a £9 amazon gift card so I got it for £44 ! This is for his xmas, only need to get his nintendo switch and I am finished

My sisters paypal is currently at £37 will be getting her $40 for her bday. Then work to building up paypal for her n her hubby £30 for this place they like to eat.

Still to give her £90 will try save money aside, been a bit spendy oops!!!

VO is at £14.30 so cash out the Amazon voucher £15 and thats first half my dad complete ! Hope to cash out second next week and finished his xmas.

Feel better today, think I just really missed my boy and still had mammy guilt at shouting xxx

monz

Is anyone having any troubles with surveys on VO. Anytime I try to do them they are saying no surveys but all available there. Also went to complete one and logged me out. At 14.90 so close to cashing out too xx

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monz wrote: »

Is anyone having any troubles with surveys on VO. Anytime I try to do them they are saying no surveys but all available there. Also went to complete one and logged me out. At 14.90 so close to cashing out too xx

I've had that one too. One survey I did said that I had already completed it **shrugs** Hopefully it's just a glitch and they pull their finger out and fix it.

Glad you had a great night xx

monz

Managed to cash out, but anytime it showing I can do a survey it keeps going to no surveys available and kicking me out. I emailed them so hopefully will work xx

[Deleted User]

Ah so glad you had a good wee night with mini monz.

VO has been funny with me the last few days aswell, I get all excited when I log in and see all the surveys but then none of them work.

Dxxx