talk me down please

mellymoo74

They're trying to say that there would be a 24 month increase in waiting list between March and April.
Have raised it as a complaint as the ceo gave me the ammunition incase they did this.
He couldn't cope with the demolition of the school he won't cope with the directly outside of our front door and all of our windows having works going on

mellymoo74

Small relapse due to pressure.

OH has had a couple of exacerbations this means he can't walk (cant breathe) and is very fatigued.

Help is none existent, (why I laughed at the family visit question, plus your sister visiting is different to a mate, which is different from someone you don't know) mental health wise OH slid back though it's worse than before the rupture.

Positives
Er I know I'm strong, he knows he's loved and I have a good idea who my friends are.

Beautifying for the first time in weeks as I know this will improve my mood.

mellymoo74

Today I have had enough

Don't worry to much of a sense of responsibility to do anything but really need everything to do one for a bit

mellymoo74

Someone tried to cheer me up with a present, she has 3 bells time for a new one

mellymoo74

As part of my attempt at positive thought have a porky pic.

I ate the last two days not much but more than haribo/Nothing so go me

elsien

It's a positive start melly. Go you.
May not be the right time to ask, but did you and OH ever look into a Care Act assessment? It could give you a personal budget to source help that works for you rather than having to rely on the possibly unreliable current services.

Princess is looking very alert. I am about to venture forth with Gitdog on a bull terrier walk. Not feeling very enthused (he's got indigestion and is drooping about like a wet weekend) but working on the basis that a bit of sunshine will perk me up a bit. And dogs to jump on will cheer him up.

mellymoo74

Anyone know how to upload vids? I have some Pied Piper ones of me, 2 dogs, 4 cats and associated local children.

elsien

Sorry, photos are my limit. And that took me long enough to work out.

mellymoo74

No I forgot Elsien have contacted the MIND legal team re housing, spoke to. Respiratory team at hospital to try and get his appointment moved forward and his test results.
Poor sod is coping with dying and the new normal of inability to breathe or sleep. I am coping with split sleep as I get up to make sure meds and food done in the early hours.

I will be ok just feeling a bit relentless at the moment. Some good friends one of which you will know CalleyW shouts at me alot.
Obviously I continue to try and get the mental health support he needs but currently the service is at breaking point.

mellymoo74

I don't need to be petty